It's In The Subtext

BOO.

2006-07-27T18:34:00.000-07:00

pages ripped out, I don't remember doing that...
apparently this is my first entry in 2 years...

Hahaa YO BABIES. so it's been awhile. im trying to stay away from blogger. the rents were getting a little too suspicious.

but yeah, the nonsense i wrote above is from Eternal Sunshine. Duh. in case yall were wondering.

so anyway, the reason why i resurrected this blog from the dead was to tell everyone what's been going on in my life. it's like no one knows anything about me anymore. haha

so this summer was the most stressful summer EVER. basketball. i'm the only returning starter. We went 23-20 this summer. We only lost like, 6 games last summer. hahaa but whatever. this year has been so far "get bue the ball." it's a lot to have on one's shoulders and everything, but i want to win and i want to help my team, and if this is the only way, so be it.

anyways, we went to SAN DIEGO for my tournament last weekend. my last thing of basketball for the summer. all of these college coaches were there. all these scouts. i was all O.O but then like "whatev" cuz i dont know if i want to play in college.

the first game we won, but i sucked. like, royally. that night my coach was so mad at me. i could see it when i looked at him. it was...not good. here i was supposed to be a leader...but it wasn't even like i did that bad. i still had 15 points and i took a charge. anyway that night we went to the boardwalk amusement park thing, and i got to go on the rides and stuff. it was fun. my team is awesome. not clicky at all. i love it.

well after that, i dunno i sort of came to life. we lost our next 2 games, but came to play that day, it was just no one else did. then in one of our games, our starting point guard julie got injured. so we were all "oh shit." the next day's game plan was literally "okay. bue is going to be the point guard (*insert me shitting my pants here*) we're going to run this play. bue passes it here. bue runs down to the post and posts up. now do it everytime." not even kidding. that first game as point guard I had 25 points but we lost by 20 or so. i was so DEAD tired. and i could hear my coach yelling "suck it up" from the sidelines. haa it made me laugh. i was just like yeah...suck this asshole. haha and that was the game with all the college scouts. great.

so we won the next 2 games, went 3-3 in the tournament, and my coach told my parents he was "proud of me" for having such a good weekend. my parents told me i scored 103 points, averaged 17 a game. O.O haha

whoa.

can't say i'll be posting soon, maybe if yall are lucky...

Okay. feels guilty

2006-04-13T10:43:00.000-07:00

Alyssa, you know how I feel whenever I ask you to do something for me. :( But AHHHHH. Especially when it comes to downloading. LOL. So i've looked everywhere for the Prince of Egypt soundtrack!!! It's not in any stores around me either! I was just wondering if maybe you could help me out love, but you don't have to though because DAMN it's a whole CD and that is way too much I know. And if you want though, I can pick and choose the songs I want so you won't have to download the whole thing. :/ I'm so sorry I keep mooching this shit off of you. :( LOL I love you though. But seriously, i have a problem.

blah.

2006-04-09T22:52:00.000-07:00

I don't want to go to school tomorrow. Mondays suck.

And what sucks worse is that stankin itunes doesn't have the Prince of Egypt soundtrack. And Alyssa, when you talk of amazing soundtracks, that is an amazing soundtrack. It could just be me though, but whatever. The thing about the soundtrack i don't like though is that it combines modern songs with the musical score. I'd rather just have the score thanks, not some KC & JoJo shit. lmfao

So yeahhhhh...I love Alyssa. And that is all. Even went back into chat after i left to check on her, see if she went to bed and everything. Haha i wuv you.

LOLZ

2006-04-06T18:53:00.000-07:00

So sorry for not posting in a long time. I've pretty much just moved over to livejournal. o.O So anywayz...

MOVIES ALYSSA NEEDS TO SEE (some are random ones i love)
1. King Kong
2. Everything is Illuminated
3. Walk the Line
4. Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind
5. BROKEBACK MOUNTAIN
6. Finding Neverland
7. The Lion, the Witch, and the Wardrobe
8. Star Wars
9. Gattaca
10. Dodgeball
11. Jarhead
12. Kill Bill
13. Be Cool
14. In Good Company
15. A Night at the Roxbury
16. Happy Gilmore
17. The Three Amigos
18. AUSTIN POWERS
19. The Village
20. Signs
21. School of Rock

Currently all i can think of right now. Cross of any you've seen (which i doubt. haha)

ajiahsfuibaiuwdgkjana

2006-03-19T21:27:00.000-08:00

OMG. Just saw Brokeback Mountain today. That was way better than what i expected, and i expected A LOT! I am just...speechless. Kim, it reminded me of Jarlie. LOL. Except....BETTER than what i ever imagined. **SPOILERS BELOW. SIRISLY. DON'T READ IF YOU DON'T WANT TO KNOWWW*

I saw it with my friend Sara. I'm pretty sure everybody in the movie THE-AT-ER (lmfao) thought we were lesbians. LOL And Sara was so freaked out during that first gay sex scene. And i was like, completely cool with it. I was DYING though let me tell ya.

The cuteness of this movie was BEYOND anything...watching Jack and Ennis together....*sigh* Those two were so fucking adorable. Heath and Jake were SO hot, even with the sideburns and the stache later on in the movie. LMFAO at the cute moments between them...like when Ennis shot the elk thing, and Jake freaked out. I also loved when Jake got up and screamed YEE HAWWW. Jake was so adorable this movie. i knew i shouldn't have got attached to him. I was balling the last couple of minutes. This movie was so*heartbreaking* OMG. Sara and I left the THE-AT-ER in tears. So we went shopping to feel happier and we walk in this store and the first thing we see is a pair of cowboy hats. LMFAO and then we start crying again. *sigh* This movie pwned me. And Jack/Ennis = new OTP.

edit: Holy fuck. Now i am really dead. Just saw this comercial with Elijah Wood sitting on some asian chick's lap. I am *so* dead. LMFAO

OMG WE WON! GO RED!

2006-03-13T15:20:00.000-08:00

RED IS THE BOMBDIGGITY BABY!

So in honor of Red's victory in my school's annual RED AND GOLD, this whole bloggie will be in red. LMFAO. First however, i promised i would show my new room makeover, which is really me just changing the pictures on my door, which is like, a MAJOR thing to me.

^ Before. Pretty much LOTR shit.

^ Now a shrine to Dom, Foxy, Drew, etc. :D

****

K, so now on with the Red and Gold. This has been the first year i've won after losing 2 years in a row. And apparently our dance kicked major ass this weekend, so i'm really excited about that. We had 3 performances on Friday, and two on Saturday. After the last performances on Sat, the judges voted on the winners, and everyone went in the gym and they announced RED WON and omg i freaked out. lmfao it was *so* much fun. the only sad thing was that we were suppossed to wear handcuffs, but during our first performance, my handcuffs flew off, flyers were getting cut by them during their stunts, and etc etc. So here are the pics of our whore outfits LMFAO. Along with the hooker makeup. And the messy i-just-had-sex hair. So enjoy.

^ Yeah. That's Lisa, Alyssa. LMFAO You would love her though, i swear. She's amazing.

^ acting like a tard (what else is new?)

^ Yeah. Don't even ask. I don't know.

^ All of the hoes together. LMFAO We look downright hot/trashy. :D

And now for the vids. HOOBOY. I'm nervous about posting these. *eek*

So this one was in the pit, which is beneath the stage and where we get ready. In the first one, my friend mary anne and i are making fun of one another's hair, and in the second one we're focusing on our eye make-up, and i keep making creepy faces at the camera. And the third one is *sigh* me dancing to some of my drill. My voice is weird because i almost lost it with all the screaming, and on the parts where i'm not dancing or i'm just acting like a tard is when we're throing people in the air and stuff. And the camera cut off the end where it gets all ghetto. :( So yeah. Have fun. *eek* I'll be dying now. O.O

http://s21.yousendit.com/d.aspx?id=2DW6WKIQOO5XI2MQG6NFG9AV0I

http://s21.yousendit.com/d.aspx?id=23H3FG7NFCGSF3EMSDABVGGWE9

Me dancing -> *eek* Approach with caution. I was off on some moves. http://s21.yousendit.com/d.aspx?id=2AZ5M6QNWVHGQ0URGUHF7AF54E

B-ball Pics

2006-03-12T15:31:00.000-08:00

So my nextest post will be full of pics of RED and GOLD! But until then, i'm posting some of these random basketball pictures i found on my computer. So enjoy. I guess. o.O LOL

In Arizona with Erin's dad *cough* Santa. :D

^ This looks like i was drinking with my assisstant coaches. LMFAO

I scanned this in. LMFAO

^ I shoot weird. lol

Booyah Grandma!!! /random title

2006-03-04T18:42:00.000-08:00

Though love don’t need a reason
She can pick you up or leave you bleeding
I’ve seen a strong man cry
I know the reason why
We all forgive, we all forget
We just keep believing

I *love* ^these^ lyrics. From Cher of course, "Song for the Lonely." Not that i'm lonely, i just love that song. *cough* Lonely for some Lachey lovin' that is. ;)

So Lisa and i made up, thank goodness. I was *miserable* :( And Alyssa, you can stop doing voodoo on her now, because seriously though, it was working. She was even more miserable than i was...telling me she cried herself to sleep that night, etc. I feel bad...it was stupid for us to be fighting. Ah well. It's done now, so im going to act like that never happened.

So i'm redecorating my room. My door is full of pictures from the old LOTR days, and i figure that it's time for a change. So you know that my room is going to be full of Lost, Dom, Rupert, and Drew now. LOL I'm thinking about posting before and after pics when im finished. It's so weird...now that basketball is over...i don't know what to do with all the time i have off. LOL o.O

So we had our first dress rehearsal for our dance today. The performances are next Friday and Saturday, so going into this we were all really nervous. O.O But seriously, we went out there and kicked major ass. Like, major ass. The producers said that we were the best drill on the Red team. XD w00t! Way to pump us up! I cannot wait til Friday! I'm so excited AHHH!! I'll take lots of pics :D

I just watched Walk the Line. And i am *so* downloading the soundtrack. I liked Johnny Cash already, but Joaquin as Johnny....HOMG. *is ded* Awesome movie. And Reese Witherspoon is so adorable. *squee* Those two were way cute together.

A little present in the mail :D

2006-03-02T17:59:00.000-08:00

:D So Trisha, i got your letter in the mail today, and OMG LMFAO i love you! And Javi is so fucking hilarious. Is he married? Available? Seriously! He's so funny and such a sweetheart!

This is what he said to me LMFAO:
"Jamie...hmm...what's it going to be...Dom in a diaper...or Dom in a NOOSE!"

LMFAO And you know dumb blonde me of course. I was like "WTF is a noose?" so i looked it up in the dictionary. Seriously, Queen of the retards right here. And yes, get that he was poking fun at me and at Charlie. LMFAO Thanks again so much, Trisha! But you don't know the best part of the letter.

So on the way home, my mom was like "WTF Jamie why are you getting a letter from Detroit?" And i was like HOLY SHIT, so i just said "My friend Trisha went to school with me freshman year, and then she moved away." And then my mom was like "Why'd she move away." Me: "Uhh...i dunno. Family and stuff." Mother: "How do you keep in touch with her?" Me: "Uhhh...i text her." And then the KILLER. Mom: "Oh....because i thought maybe you were giving out your address to all your little internet friends." Me: WTF why would i do that? *tries to look innocent* I was LMFAO though. *close call*

So thanks again Trisha! Love you so so so much! *huggles*

DREW!!111!1!!11!!1one

2006-02-26T22:22:00.000-08:00

THE BEST MAN WON!

*explodes* Thanks to my boo for creating the new layout. *nods* I am *so* happy right now. Drew is frickin crazy. They showed my favorite clip of him EVER when they announce his perfect score and he freaks out and jumps on the couch behind him. *needs an animation of that* ZOMG i can't even explain it. i am *so* happy he won. Way to cap off a fucking obsession. I swear...how pitiful am i? I have a feeling that whoever is reading this right now is thinking "this chick has problems." And Kim, you know i'm talking about you. LMFAO

DREW SPAM! Congrats hunny!

^ Sexiest. Ass. Ever.

We lost...but it was a victory :)

2006-02-25T23:43:00.000-08:00

We lost tonight. But we gave it everything we had and left it all out on the floor. I'm so sad its over and i *really* wish i could be practicing monday...but what can you do right? I am *so* proud of my team. The game tonight was the best we've ever played. I know Alyssa knows that feeling i'm experiencing now...the kind of "i tried my best and gave it my all" feeling. Here are the details.

The team we were playing against were the defending champs. Big, black, manly, athletic, the whole shebang. And they lost one game in 2 years. Their record is like, 60-1. And we played kick ass defense on them and the game was close the whole time. We ended up losing 38-31. I hit 2 three pointers at the end to make it close, but it wasn't enough. I had 10 points, which was the most on our team.

So we go back in the locker room. I'm crying. Everyone is crying. Coach walks in and tells us how proud he is of us. I mean, NO ONE expected anything out of us. And we went out this year and proved them all wrong. And then they're this awkward silence where you can hear everybody sniffling, and then my coach says in the most little-boyish voice ever "Anybody want ice cream?" LMFAO! We were like WTF? And then we started laughing hysterically. And then we were all hugging and crying and saying we love you to the seniors. *sigh* Intense stuff. But we walked out of that gym with our head held high, knowing that we did our best.

And then the weird part. Coach calls me over and then i was freaking interviewed by the newspaper. WTF randommm. So during the whole thing i was nervous because Coach was standing right next to me listening in you know. O.O He asked me about the season and whatever....and yeah. I guess i'll scan in what it says tomorrow morning. LOL

So that's it for now. I'll vent more later. I'm talking to Brett now. :D

AHHHH I LOVE TRISHA!

2006-02-25T12:00:00.000-08:00

So apparently Javi left me a nice little gift. That has something to do with Charlie and a diaper. And drawing something. All because of the AMAZING TRISHA WHO IS MY HEROOOO!!!!111!!!11!11!ONE Sirsly, I love you. *glomps the fuck out of you* LOL I am *so* excited. And Trisha, words cannot explain how much i love and appreciate all that you do for me. And i want to kick Kim's ass because she met you. Lucky bitch. LOL *I love you Kim!*

In other news, i have never wanted to do somebody as much as i want to do Drew Lachey right now. I mean. Wow. I'd like to ride that cowboy.

I play tonight. Against black chicks. Biggest game ever. Please pray for me. *is focused* I'm gonna do it for my boo.

K is so confused right now

2006-02-19T14:10:00.000-08:00

So Brett came to my game again last night, and he took his dad *and* his mom. LMFAO the text he sent me right before the game said "I'll be there cheering you on, etc. etc." And we were talking before the game, and this was the convo:

awldmonke8me (4:27:40 PM): good
awldmonke8me (4:27:45 PM): because you know what jamie
awldmonke8me (4:27:56 PM): I LOVE YOU
justalilbit815 (4:28:10 PM): I LOVE YOU TOO!!
justalilbit815 (4:28:11 PM): lmfao
awldmonke8me (4:28:14 PM): SWEET
awldmonke8me (4:28:18 PM): LOOK AT THE LOVE
awldmonke8me (4:28:28 PM): ALL WE NEED IS LOVE
awldmonke8me (4:28:32 PM): DO DO DO DO DO
awldmonke8me (4:28:35 PM): ALL WE NEED IS LOVE
awldmonke8me (4:28:49 PM): LOVE IS ALL WE NEED LOVE IS ALL WE NEED
awldmonke8me (4:29:03 PM): oh man i love those little bowl hair cut british singers
justalilbit815 (4:30:08 PM): lmfao
justalilbit815 (4:30:11 PM): i g2g now
justalilbit815 (4:30:14 PM): love you oh so much
justalilbit815 (4:30:17 PM): see ya tonight
awldmonke8me (4:30:37 PM): i love you so much too
awldmonke8me (4:30:41 PM): see you tonight
awldmonke8me (4:30:47 PM): if you need cheering up
awldmonke8me (4:30:54 PM): just look in the stands and find me
awldmonke8me (4:31:03 PM): you always laugh when you see me
awldmonke8me (4:31:09 PM): either somethings about me is wrong
awldmonke8me (4:31:21 PM): or i am just a goofball
justalilbit815 (4:31:24 PM): k silly boy
justalilbit815 (4:31:28 PM): bye now!

I don't think he knows that i meant it. ^_^ LOL And yeah...my friend Jo texted me today and was like "Who is that hottie at your game? You guys would look so good together..." and i explained to her how he won't make a move and blah blah so she's gonna sit by him next game and lord knows what they are going to talk about. O.O LOL

*squee*

ZOMG Convo.

2006-02-11T23:32:00.000-08:00

Just a Brett convo. OMG. LOL

awldmonke8me (9:54:56 PM): howdy
justalilbit815 (9:55:02 PM): Hey!
awldmonke8me (9:55:10 PM): whats up!!!
justalilbit815 (9:55:20 PM): ummm just chillin over here
awldmonke8me (9:55:20 PM): did you get my message on friday i think it was
awldmonke8me (9:55:22 PM): from brooke
justalilbit815 (9:55:28 PM): yes i did you tardo
justalilbit815 (9:55:35 PM): didshe tell you what i said back?
awldmonke8me (9:55:38 PM): nope
awldmonke8me (9:55:42 PM): i haven't talekd to her
justalilbit815 (9:55:59 PM): oh. guess you'll have to wait then.
awldmonke8me (9:56:01 PM): i like sending you messages
awldmonke8me (9:56:05 PM): damn it
awldmonke8me (9:56:08 PM): thats not nice
justalilbit815 (9:56:09 PM): i like recieving them
justalilbit815 (9:56:25 PM): i dont even remember what i said anyway lol
justalilbit815 (9:56:35 PM): nah it makes me feel special
justalilbit815 (9:56:42 PM): i seriously dont remember
awldmonke8me (9:57:06 PM): haha well you are a good friend of mine and i haven't talekd to you that much since summer
awldmonke8me (9:57:10 PM): so im like brooke tell jamie this
awldmonke8me (9:57:22 PM): and i really thought you played awesome on wednesday
awldmonke8me (9:57:28 PM): and i had to say something
justalilbit815 (9:57:39 PM): awww well thanks
justalilbit815 (9:57:47 PM): you rock and i was so happy i saw you there
awldmonke8me (9:58:08 PM): i will be to all your playoff games unless they are far
justalilbit815 (9:58:14 PM): except for the whole me sobbing thing
awldmonke8me (9:58:15 PM): im proud of you beatrice
justalilbit815 (9:58:27 PM): aww thanks again ahaa
awldmonke8me (9:58:32 PM): you have no idea when i saw that i had no idea what to say
awldmonke8me (9:58:46 PM): and then you saw me and smiled and i was like ok im good she won't be too sad
justalilbit815 (9:58:46 PM): its okay. i was *so* sad lol
justalilbit815 (9:58:57 PM): im over it now...
awldmonke8me (9:59:04 PM): good
awldmonke8me (9:59:06 PM): you played aweosme
awldmonke8me (9:59:11 PM): 19 points i could never do that
awldmonke8me (9:59:24 PM): thats like studdly
justalilbit815 (9:59:40 PM): awww
awldmonke8me (9:59:49 PM): haha
justalilbit815 (9:59:52 PM): well i had never done that b4 either
awldmonke8me (10:00:32 PM): well you were the only one trying to get to the basket
awldmonke8me (10:00:37 PM): your team was all shooting outside
awldmonke8me (10:00:40 PM): it made me mad
awldmonke8me (10:00:44 PM): feed the ball to the hoop
awldmonke8me (10:00:47 PM): draw fouls
justalilbit815 (10:01:32 PM): lol you should play!
awldmonke8me (10:01:45 PM): i know what im talking about i just couldn't do it
awldmonke8me (10:01:52 PM): because what you did everytime worked
awldmonke8me (10:01:58 PM): set up behind the defender
awldmonke8me (10:01:59 PM): and bam
justalilbit815 (10:02:02 PM): yes you could! you're an athletic guy
awldmonke8me (10:02:16 PM): i just suck at dribbling with my left
justalilbit815 (10:02:24 PM): lmfao me too.
awldmonke8me (10:02:28 PM): i am less coordinated on that side because of my stroke
justalilbit815 (10:02:48 PM): Well i haven't had a stroke, i just cant dribble with my left hand
justalilbit815 (10:03:10 PM): Didnt know you hada stroke! :( You gotta tell me these things
awldmonke8me (10:03:29 PM): i know ive told you
awldmonke8me (10:03:46 PM): i wrote my science project in seventh grade on it
awldmonke8me (10:04:37 PM): i miss 8th grade that was alot of fun
awldmonke8me (10:04:45 PM): science world
justalilbit815 (10:05:32 PM): Beatrice Murray!
justalilbit815 (10:05:45 PM): forgot your science world packet lmfao
awldmonke8me (10:05:52 PM): haha thats was hilarious
justalilbit815 (10:05:52 PM): good times
justalilbit815 (10:06:28 PM): Did you know if Em went to my game? She texted me about going...
awldmonke8me (10:06:40 PM): yeah she was there
awldmonke8me (10:06:54 PM): but she was waiting for you but then her mom said she has to go before you came out
justalilbit815 (10:07:28 PM): awww i didnt see her
justalilbit815 (10:07:37 PM): she wouldnt like seeing me cry anyway lol
awldmonke8me (10:07:48 PM): i didn't know what to do
awldmonke8me (10:07:54 PM): when i saw you crying
awldmonke8me (10:08:15 PM): all i could do was give you a hug
justalilbit815 (10:08:17 PM): awww you were fine dont worry about it
justalilbit815 (10:08:25 PM): you made me happy anyway
awldmonke8me (10:08:29 PM): and you are getting taller than me thats not good
awldmonke8me (10:08:32 PM): and then my dad
justalilbit815 (10:08:34 PM): its good to have friends that are there for you
awldmonke8me (10:08:34 PM): haha
awldmonke8me (10:08:39 PM): he always trys to help
justalilbit815 (10:08:47 PM): I *am* taller than you
awldmonke8me (10:08:51 PM): no
justalilbit815 (10:08:55 PM): and OMG your dad i *heart* him
awldmonke8me (10:08:59 PM): i am a little taller
justalilbit815 (10:09:04 PM): he's a sweetheart
awldmonke8me (10:09:04 PM): haha he always does that
justalilbit815 (10:09:14 PM): and okay you're a little taller
awldmonke8me (10:09:37 PM): you have to start hanging out with us once basketball gets done
awldmonke8me (10:09:45 PM): i will pick you up if i have to
awldmonke8me (10:10:48 PM): just let me know when all your playoff games areawldmonke8me (10:10:52 PM): i will go to all of them
justalilbit815 (10:11:03 PM): awww okay! definately
justalilbit815 (10:11:12 PM): i think we might play thursday
justalilbit815 (10:11:34 PM): good chance itll be at home
awldmonke8me (10:11:38 PM): awesome
awldmonke8me (10:11:55 PM): oh yeah you missed brooke she made you a shirt but she had to leave before you came out
justalilbit815 (10:13:09 PM): she showed me when i was shooting at halftime
awldmonke8me (10:14:16 PM): her brother is dating my sister so i have seen her alot
awldmonke8me (10:14:22 PM): she was at my river house over the summer
justalilbit815 (10:14:27 PM): no way! that is *so* cool
justalilbit815 (10:14:31 PM): small world eh?
awldmonke8me (10:14:32 PM): yeah
awldmonke8me (10:14:39 PM): we have gotten pretty close too
awldmonke8me (10:14:40 PM): yeah
awldmonke8me (10:14:45 PM): its weird
awldmonke8me (10:14:46 PM): how close
justalilbit815 (10:14:59 PM): wtf is that supposed to mean?
lolawldmonke8me (10:15:16 PM): no i meant how small the world is
awldmonke8me (10:15:18 PM): not how close we are
justalilbit815 (10:16:10 PM): lmfao i was like "Uhh ?"
awldmonke8me (10:16:53 PM): thats funny how you guys are friends
awldmonke8me (10:17:02 PM): and ive known you for almost ever
awldmonke8me (10:17:10 PM): and now her brother is dating my sister
awldmonke8me (10:17:18 PM): its like a circle sort of
awldmonke8me (10:17:22 PM): more of an elipse
justalilbit815 (10:17:35 PM): yeah. i kinda just met her this year, but we're already great friends
awldmonke8me (10:18:01 PM): haha thats how she is
justalilbit815 (10:18:01 PM): its funny how you have some friends that are there forever, and new ones you make every year...
awldmonke8me (10:19:46 PM): yes so you going to winter formal
justalilbit815 (10:19:57 PM): Ummm. No. LOL You ?
awldmonke8me (10:20:02 PM): nope
justalilbit815 (10:20:09 PM): *high fives*

K, took out some randomness here. Now we're talking about my homecoming date and how Brett thinks he's gay. OMG.

awldmonke8me (10:20:53 PM): joe i don't think she likes girls
awldmonke8me (10:20:59 PM): he never talks about girls
awldmonke8me (10:22:03 PM): never has had a gf
awldmonke8me (10:22:09 PM): and i don't know something about him
justalilbit815 (10:22:16 PM): this is still Joe right
awldmonke8me (10:22:22 PM): yeah
awldmonke8me (10:22:29 PM): all of us are starting to suspect
justalilbit815 (10:22:31 PM): he isnt going all brokeback mountain on you is he?
awldmonke8me (10:22:49 PM): i call that movie throw back moutain
awldmonke8me (10:23:27 PM): IF YOU'RE HAPPY AND YOU KNOW IT TURN THE VOLUME UP AND BLOW IT OUT
justalilbit815 (10:23:40 PM): whoa zomg wtf is that
justalilbit815 (10:23:47 PM): hun, are you ok?
awldmonke8me (10:23:58 PM): haha its a song
awldmonke8me (10:25:25 PM): i know you are so ditached from society i need to fill you in i have like 20 new bands now
justalilbit815 (10:26:01 PM): educate me lol
awldmonke8me (10:26:05 PM): you turn me on to the idea of growing
awldmonke8me (10:26:07 PM): i will
awldmonke8me (10:26:14 PM): that sounds really wrong
justalilbit815 (10:26:25 PM): yes plz tell me thats a song lyric
awldmonke8me (10:26:29 PM): yeah
justalilbit815 (10:26:48 PM): teach me your ways muahah
awldmonke8me (10:27:06 PM): ok anakin
awldmonke8me (10:28:58 PM): oh you are so funny
awldmonke8me (10:28:59 PM): NOT
awldmonke8me (10:29:02 PM): hahaha
awldmonke8me (10:29:06 PM): silly little beatrice
awldmonke8me (10:29:12 PM): oh i miss you so
justalilbit815 (10:29:43 PM): oh how i miss you more lol
justalilbit815 (10:29:56 PM): ahhh i cannot get bohemian rhapsody outta my head!
justalilbit815 (10:30:07 PM): mamaaaaaaa ohhhh oooohhhh didn't mean to make you cryyyyyy
awldmonke8me (10:30:25 PM): SCARAMUSH SCARAMUSH WILL YOU DO THE FANDANGO
justalilbit815 (10:30:30 PM): LMFAO!!!
awldmonke8me (10:30:34 PM): HAHA
awldmonke8me (10:30:38 PM): BUSMILLAH NO
awldmonke8me (10:30:41 PM): WE WILL NOT LET YOU GO
justalilbit815 (10:30:46 PM): LET HIM GO!
awldmonke8me (10:30:54 PM): BUSMILLAH WE WILL NOT LET YOU GO
justalilbit815 (10:31:00 PM): LET HIM GO!
awldmonke8me (10:31:02 PM): NO NO NO NO NO
justalilbit815 (10:31:06 PM): NOOOOOO
awldmonke8me (10:31:09 PM): OH MAMMA MIA MAMMA MIA
awldmonke8me (10:31:12 PM): LET ME GO
justalilbit815 (10:31:16 PM): LET ME GO!
awldmonke8me (10:31:34 PM): BIELZEBUL HAS THE DEVIL PUT ASIDE FOR ME
awldmonke8me (10:31:35 PM): FOR ME
awldmonke8me (10:31:37 PM): FOR MEEEE
justalilbit815 (10:31:46 PM): *rocks out*

So yeah. we totally just sang bohemian rhapsody together. we are *so* random. Now i'm asking for pics of him (so i can show you guys obviously)

justalilbit815 (10:34:16 PM): pictures! Me want to see! i know you have some cuz you're a model and everything.
awldmonke8me (10:34:32 PM): how am i a model
awldmonke8me (10:34:37 PM): im not that good looking
justalilbit815 (10:34:49 PM): oh stop it you silly goose
justalilbit815 (10:35:10 PM): you know you're hot and you just want me to confirm that.
awldmonke8me (10:35:14 PM): haha you are the silly one
awldmonke8me (10:35:41 PM): you are a mother ducker
awldmonke8me (10:35:51 PM): who is happily hilarious
justalilbit815 (10:36:09 PM): why thank you.
awldmonke8me (10:36:09 PM): you think so?
justalilbit815 (10:36:18 PM): i know so.
awldmonke8me (10:36:19 PM): because you confirmed it without me wanting too
awldmonke8me (10:36:23 PM): and im not hott
justalilbit815 (10:36:33 PM): shuddup. srsly.

He tends to have some disease where he burst out into random song about sex and stuff. No idea if this has anyhting to with me. lmfao

awldmonke8me (10:39:46 PM): i know there are some really blunt rosary girls
awldmonke8me (10:40:26 PM): sexy woman take me to your bedroom let me show you how i work work work
awldmonke8me (10:40:29 PM): i love this band

justalilbit815 (10:45:07 PM): You and Joe would make two cute gay cowboys....
awldmonke8me (10:45:20 PM): no
awldmonke8me (10:45:21 PM): joe and sean will
justalilbit815 (10:46:34 PM): *mental image*
awldmonke8me (10:46:40 PM): eww
awldmonke8me (10:46:42 PM): what the hell
justalilbit815 (10:46:45 PM): Might as well have Joe and a horse
awldmonke8me (10:46:54 PM): joe likes horse penis

and then he talks about these cute gay couples on his street, and of course, i squee. :D

awldmonke8me (11:05:53 PM): i also remember estefani's party haha
awldmonke8me (11:06:38 PM): the thing remember with tim
awldmonke8me (11:06:59 PM): that poo face
justalilbit815 (11:07:00 PM): was that when he asked me out?
justalilbit815 (11:07:15 PM): lmfao
justalilbit815 (11:07:22 PM): *tries to forget about it*
awldmonke8me (11:08:03 PM): yeah
awldmonke8me (11:08:11 PM): and i was going to but he snaked me out
justalilbit815 (11:08:43 PM): bitch.

awldmonke8me (11:17:31 PM): jamie i miss you we are going to start hanging out
justalilbit815 (11:18:18 PM): aww yes definately

awldmonke8me (11:24:24 PM): you are a silly basketball stud goose
awldmonke8me (11:24:32 PM): that i would really want to hang out with
justalilbit815 (11:25:13 PM): welll...what should we do then?
awldmonke8me (11:25:22 PM): hang out
justalilbit815 (11:25:24 PM): you always say 'hang out' with no specifics
awldmonke8me (11:25:27 PM): i don't know
justalilbit815 (11:25:33 PM): well... ?
awldmonke8me (11:25:36 PM): cause a ruckus
awldmonke8me (11:25:47 PM): movies i will call you
awldmonke8me (11:26:39 PM): well jamie it was quite awesome talking to you
awldmonke8me (11:26:43 PM): but im going to go
awldmonke8me (11:26:55 PM): you need to come online more often
awldmonke8me (11:27:18 PM): but just remember one thing
justalilbit815 (11:27:21 PM): i will good talkin to you
awldmonke8me (11:27:26 PM): YOUR GAME IS CHERRY FLAVORED
awldmonke8me (11:27:32 PM): goodnight
awldmonke8me (11:27:52 PM): and you still owe me
justalilbit815 (11:27:55 PM): peace homie
awldmonke8me (11:27:56 PM): a cherry flavored
justalilbit815 (11:28:20 PM): k bye now tard!
awldmonke8me (11:28:32 PM): sleep well
justalilbit815 (11:28:39 PM): you too darlin
awldmonke8me (11:28:45 PM): haha bye love
awldmonke8me (11:29:00 PM): goodnight beautiful
justalilbit815 (11:29:06 PM): night! :D

*squeeeee*

The shock has finally worn off....

2006-02-09T18:41:00.000-08:00

Well, last night we lost our last league game. If we won, we would've finished in first. But we lost, so now we finished second. And the weird thing is....it was the best game of my career. O.O I scored 19 points. O.O Everybody else on my team had 2 or 4. We ended up only losing by 2 right at the end. :( Here is what went down.

I didn't get to start because it was Senior night. It was a lot of fun before the game. The underclassmen got to write this little goodbye for our seniors and it was read outloud at our game. It was *packed* at the game. LOL Nearly anyone is anyone was there. Haha.

So we come out, and all the all star players on the team who should be scoring....aren't. :( So that's when i was just like if anyone else isn't going to do anything, than i will. LOL I was 8 for 8 at the free throw line, which is good for me because i am like freaking Shaq. It seems like i was the only one who cared. The only one who even tried. :(

So it was close up until the very end. We lost by 2 points i think. I had a layup at the end. I could've made it.

We go into the locker room and get the 'disappointed' talk and everyone is silent and solemn...and one by one we walk out of the room, and that was when i lost it. Fuchi's, the token black girl on our team LOL, mom was standing by the door, and i gave her a hug, and tears started coming in my eyes and she was like "Aww baby don't cry..." And then i look up and see my friends and i just lose it. LOL I grabbed my friend Joanne and was sobbing onto her shoulder. All my other girls are around me, saying things like "I love you OMG" and "It wasn't your fault" and blah blah. And then i look over and guess who it freaking is? Brett. LMFAO. Here i am sobbing my eyes out, and Brett was there. LOL So he came over and hugged me, and then his dad came over and was like "Hey! There's no crying in basketball!" My friends made me feel so much better, but the rest of the night I just sulked around and randomly burst into tears every 10 minutes. I was *so* out of it i forgot to watch Lost. And i was still so angry that i didn't really care. That is until my dad told me that Charlie was in a good part of the episode. That made me really sad again. LOL

LOL So apparently at lunch the next day my team had a little meeting or something. Didn't go because wow, apparently no one likes to tell me anything. That day at school was the weirdest day *ever* O.O Random people were coming up to me at school, congratulating me and stuff. Teachers i thought hated me were like "OMG Jamie i am *so* proud of you!" LOL It was ... weird. But kinda cool. Except for the whole we lost thing. Ahaha and then i get this message from Brett saying i'm a stud and blah blah. We have this inside joke with each other. In 7th grade, we were talking about what we wanted to be when we grew up (cute, i know) and i said something and he misunderstood me and thought i said i wanted to be a "dildo maker." So LMFAO, whenever they got the chance, he and some other boys would write all these dildo flavors all over my binders and stuff. LOL So i get this message on Thursday: You are a stud! Cherry-flavored!! :D LMFAO He's a tard. :D *tries not to have feelings for him again* o.O WTF is wrong with me huh? He looked real cute at my game.

So the phone was like, ringing off the hook on Thursday, my parents were getting floods of emails, and random people kept hugging me. :D And when i get to practice the next day, i totally kick ass. LMFAO Now, he wants me to take it whenever i get it, and i guess i'm really uncomfortable with that. :( I don't like making myself look like i'm a ballhog, because i don't want to be. But everytime I pass it, he yells at me and tells me to score. So WTF.

Today our "team" went to Islands. I came late and i was excluded from the main table, and this wasn't the first time it happened. The one thing i cannot stand about my team is about how goddamn clicky it is. There wasn't enough room, so i'm not going to squeeze in and pretend to get along with everyone. Me and 4 other juniors just got our own little booth, while the underclassmen got to sit at the main table. o.O They were like "Why aren't you sitting with the rest of the team?" and i was just kinda like "You tell me." :( I swear...it's just fucking clicks. Next year, i'm promising myself that when i am a senior i will *never* treat my teammates how they treat me. They act buddy buddy with me on the court, and than off the court, i'm just ignored. *scoffs* They go off and do their own thing, and that's cool, because you know, i'm going to do mine. I don't have to conform to anyone, or try and tag along when i get a hint that i'm not "welcomed." I'll do my own thing, and my own thing kicks ass, so there. :p

LOL running out of interesting titles

2006-01-28T21:31:00.000-08:00

So yeah....we won against the dads today. I had 10 points or so, but like that really matters.. Ahaha what matters is I TOTALLY STUFFED MY DAD! Ahahaha everybody was totally 'ooohhhh' :D I felt bad for him, but i was like YEAH! Ahaha he's like, 7 feet tall so, whatever. LMFAO

So this is random, but i just needed to post this TOTAL Jalyssa song. *squee*

"You Found Me" Kelly Clarkson, baby!

Is this a dream?
If it is
Please don't wake me from this high
I've become comfortably numb
Until you opened up my eyes
To what it's like
When everything's right
I can't believe

You found me
When no one else was lookin'
How did you know just where I would be?
Yeah, you broke through
All of my confusion
The ups and the downs
And you still didn't leave
I guess that you saw what nobody could see
You found me
You found me

So, here we are
That's pretty far
When you think of where we've been
No going back
I'm fading out
All that has faded me within
You're by my side
Now everything's fine
I can't believe

You found me
When no one else was lookin'
How did you know just where I would be?
Yeah, you broke through
All of my confusion
The ups and the downs
And you still didn't leave
I guess that you saw what nobody could see
You found me
You found me

And I was hiding'
Til you came along
And showed me where I belong
You found me
You found me
When no one else was lookin'
How did you know?
How did you know?
You found me
When no one else was lookin'
How did you know just where I would be?
Yeah, you broke through
All of my confusion
The ups and the downs
And you still didn't leave
I guess that you saw what nobody could see
You found me

(You found me)(When no one else was lookin')
You found me
(How did you know just where I would be?)
You broke through
All of my confusion
The ups and the downs
And you still didn't leave
I guess that you saw what nobody could see
The good and the bad
And the things in between
You found me
You found me

GO RED!!!

2006-01-27T17:13:00.000-08:00

Somebody shoot me. I can't get that Charlie song out of my head now.

*Anyways*

I AM ON THE RED TEAM!! Red drill to be exact, which is like ghetto dancing. ;) And just a refresher, my school is split up every year in two teams, Red and Gold, and we both perform a sort of play/musical type of thing. This is going to be so much fun! My team has lost the last two years, so hopefully i can win this year! I *HEART* RED AND GOLD!

*this post is red in honor of Red and Gold kickoff*

So....

2006-01-27T14:46:00.000-08:00

I just decided i *LOVE* Charlie's song he sings. I know i said he can't sing, but i downloaded it and i take back everything i said before. *squee* Best song ever. "Funny noooowww....you finally see me standing heeeere...Funny nooowww...i'm crying in the raiiin. All aloneee. Tried to be invin-cible. Together nowwww... we can be saaaaaveed" *dies*

Basketball / Random LOST Thoughts

2006-01-26T21:43:00.000-08:00

:D deleted cuz google scares me.

Woot!

2006-01-23T13:16:00.000-08:00

So...i am bored as hell. Haha no school today, and i'm stuck at home. So naturally, when i should be doing my homework, i'm fooling around. As usual. LMFAO i'm like, on crack right now. I just read these hilarious faux diary entries from the "fellowship" ZOMG hilarious! *is determined to finish rest of post in diary form* :D

9:46
Woke up. Figured that sleeping in to 1 everyday was a tad bit unhealthy.

9:56
Watched Jarlie vid. Died.

10:30
Tried to do some homework. Psh. Like that worked out. Still had Jarlie on the mind.

11:03
Stopped by the chat. No one there. Figures.

12:02
Watched Finding Neverland. Cried. Is oddly attracted to the little boys in this film. Probably a bad sign.

1:05
Stopped by chat. Still no one there.

1:20
Checked itunes for "You and Me." Jarlie is still on the mind.

1:23
Goes back to doing homework.

:D

Busy Little Bee.

2006-01-14T14:02:00.000-08:00

^ I have the biggest spam of them which i haven't done yet. Remind me to get on that. I have so many pics of so many different things, i spam would kill my computer. I'll do it by category, one thing at a time, hot damn!

So i definately cannot stop thinking about my game. LMFAO my friend Rose videotaped me freaking out during and after the game, hopping around and screaming and stuff like that. It's pretty embarassing. LMFAO

I am going to be so busy this week. I have finals Tuesday-Thursday, practice on Tuesday and Wednesday, a league game on Thursday, i'm updating Ronmie today and the BHEB story tomorrow. :D And i have so many more things too....Whatev. *goes to work*

WHOO!!! I AM SO HAPPY I HAVE TO RESORT TO CAPS LOCK ABUSE!!

2006-01-12T23:15:00.000-08:00

So i dunno....this week was pretty much AMAZING!!! *thud* *dies*

We had our league game against Santa Margarita tonight...our dreaded rivals, ranked above us, thinking they're the shit, you know the deal. ;) They have the effing biggest kid i have ever seen in my life. Honestly, i think she ways more than various species of cattle, if that even makes sense. Alyssa, you are like, the size of her arm. So anyway, everyone is like "Oh you guys are gonna lose by 20...whatever you suck. You won't win league this year" and blah blah....so we come out and play our asses off. I ended up getting 10 points. So here are some details for yall.

Most of my points came from lay-ups, but i hit a 3 on the big ass i described above. ;) I have NEVER shot a three in a game before this year. Now that's like, what he wants me to do. *confused* So anyway, we're up by 3 and they're fouling intentionally with 20 seconds left in the 4th. We're dribbling, and guess who the ball is passed to. *sigh* So it comes to me and the big ass girl attacks me (LMFAO) and i go to the free-throw line. I was just like HOLY SHIT i SUCK at free-throws!!!! Honestly, i'm like, 10 for 25 or something. And i need these to win, right? If i missed one, they could've came down the floor and hit a 3 to tie the game. So the first freethrow i miss. That was when i was like HELL FUCKING NO i am NOT missing anymore!!! So i look over and my coach is just like 'Come on we need this' and so I MADE THE FREE THROW THANK GOD!!! Then they missed and WE WON!!! LMFAO i was jumping around like crazy, as you'll see in the picture below. After the game, everyone was like WTF was up with you on the bench? Haha i had to be taken out in the third because i had four fouls, and i was just flipping out on the beach, running and jumping around like crazy.

And now it's fucking 11:30, i have a final tomorrow, and i just downloaded a bunch of Cher songs so i'm so ROCKING OUT right now! This is a song! For the loooonely! LMFAO *is high* I don't think i'll be able to sleep at all. It sucks though because i haven't been on at all and i've missed so many updates on all the websites i frequent. And i haven't talked to the tards in forever. :(

So much has happened at school and i wished you guys went here with me so you could just know everything i do, you know? My pedophilic math teacher (or so everyone says) took me and Maryanne up to his desk during class, and we just talked and listened to his stories the WHOLE class. While everybody else was doing work. LMFAO teacher's pet bitches! And OMG he made me laugh so hard, he was like "Geez...are you gonna be my pants?" *sigh* *wipes tears from eyes* It was hilarious. :D

Lost was amazing. I wish i could explain all my feelings about it, but there is no way except that I FUCKING LOVE YOU DOMINIC MONAGHAN AND I WILL TO THE FUCKING DAY I DIE.

I have finals next week, but fuck that shit dude. Haha sorry for all the cussing but when i'm ecstatic like i am now, i swear like a fucking sailor. :D WHAT NOW!? WOOT!!!! *runs around in circle* *sings "Life After Love"*

edit: I found the picture of me at the game. Tis me on the left 50 feet up in the air. LMFAO i gots hops apparently.

School sucks. Balls.

2006-01-06T20:25:00.000-08:00

*sigh* It's pretty bad when you're actually looking forward to basketball practice. I swear, school is so effing boring. But something really funny happened on Friday.

We were talking about Brokeback Mountain, and my friend Maryanne, the biggest tard, shouted out in front of the entire class "JAMIE WANTS TO SEE THAT MOVIE BECAUSE SHE LIKES SEEING BOYS KISS!!!" and so all eyes were on me, and LMFAO i was like "I seriously have no problem with it. They can do what they want and i'll do what i want. Plus, who wouldn't want to see Jake and Heath? They are both so GORGEOUS!" and then my teacher Mrs. Hein (she rocks) was nodding the whole time and she just was like "You know. Studies have shown that people who don't have a problem with homosexuality are more secured sexually than homophobic people" blah blah. And i was like *sticks out tongue* That's right suckas. I'm secure sexually. :D

Another funny thing was that in chemistry, we did some weird thing where you squeeze this thing with some liquid in it, and how fast it takes to get to the top determines how "passionate" you are. LMFAO And if it boils, then shoot. You're REALLY passionate. So when it's my turn...LMFAO OMG. My friend Liz, who is HILARIOUS OMG. We watch Nip/Tuck together and we both are OBSESSED with Dr. Troy. You should see the text messages OMG....So anyway, she's like "Just think of Dr. Troy in bed with you..." and then i started doing this humping motion and OMG, the liquid shot right to the top and started boiling! I was LMAO for the rest of the class. :D

Wassup?

2006-01-05T23:32:00.000-08:00

So...we lost our game by 2 points today. :( I was pretty bummed because we had a chance to tie it, and Erin totally got jumped by 4 different people and the refs didn't call the foul. I was like WTF!? It should've gone to overtime, but whatever, i'm just over it. *sigh* I hope practice isn't hard tomorrow because of that. Today was our Winter Sports Rally too....we were introduced and we did our warm up in front of the entire school. LMFAO it was awesome.

But anyways, in much more LIGHTER news...better yet, these made my fucking month. EP 12 FIRE AND WATER PROMO PICS!!! http://www.livejournal.com/users/dryope/189517.html Not only is there 50 billion Charlie pics...he has a TOPLESS SCENE!!!! OMG AHHHHHHHH!!!! You know i am going to die, huh? I cannot fucking wait. And OMG, the pic of him cradling his drugs, tears in his eyes...:( *sobs* I LOVE YOU CHARLIEEEE!!! DON'T DO IT YOU CRACKHEAD MOMMY LOVES YOUUU!!! :( Pretty much everything about the pics are amazing, except for the Jack/Ana hand holdage. How random is that? Honestly, wtf? And the whole Hurley storyline of him crushing on Libby....too cute. I hope he bags that bitch. ;) But *squeeeeee* you know i am just DAMN excited for Charlie!!! :D And Liam too! ;)

Pre-picspam: Rupert

2006-01-01T16:02:00.000-08:00

Well well well...208 pics and countin' :D So big it needs to be split in two! But before i begin...OMG i am officially dead. Rupert's baby picture

Is it possible i love him even more now? *squeeeeee* And OMG i am DYING. i was watching him on some charity gameshow with his grandpa. OMG so cute!!!! *squeee* Here are the links!
http://www.supload.com/vid/RupGenFame1/81315122/wmv/ His grandpa is ADORABLE. :D
http://www.megaupload.com/?d=5C3Q1X8R Rupert jump roping. Holy shit. OMFG i am laughing so fucking hard right now. OMFG. He started dancing too. And when he was jumping...OMG. If you watch any of these, watch that one. OMG.
http://www.megaupload.com/?d=H1UHUJS2 LMFAO!! His next challenge was to make a pot. OMFG the sexual connotations...OMG. His pot ended up looking like a messed up dildo. LMFAO. But watching his hands rub against it....all muddy...OMG. Hot. LMFAO its because of vids like these that i really love Rupert. *sigh*

Happy New Year!

2005-12-31T10:14:00.000-08:00

So i'm scared that a family member might read this, but i'm going to take that risk. *eek* So for New Years, we went over to a friend of the family's house. They have a son and his name is *eek* (i can't believe i'm saying this. My mom just walked by that fucking bitch and was like "Umm hmm blogger." So that's why i'm so scared.) O.J. LMFAO so he's in college or he just graduated or something. He's really really nice. *squee* I was laying down on the couch, and their dog came over and licked me and scared the shit outta me, and i look over, and he's just laughing at me. LOL And then we were watching all of that New Year celebration stuff with all of the couples...and he was just like "That's so corny" or whatever and i was like "Nooo.!! i think it's cute!" and yeah. that was awkward. So later the little boys were running around and causing trouble...they were throwing poppers everywhere and were shooting bb guns off. So we went outside and joined them. LMFAO they were shooting bb guns off at him, so he came and hid behind me because they wouldn't shoot a girl. I was like "If they shoot me, i'm gonna kill you" LOL and the poppers he was throwing wouldn't pop, and i was like "maybe if you wouldn't throw like a girl...." LOL *sigh* What is wrong with me? LOL So yeah. My New Years story. ;)

I seriously have problems. I can't stop spamming! Shame on me...such a stupid noob. o.O LMFAO i will be doing my picspam in two parts. That is how big it is. LMFAO so first i wanted to post two songs from the King Kong CD. *sigh* Seriously...gorgeous songs. *thud* Make me wanna cry.

The first song is "Central Park" http://s16.yousendit.com/d.aspx?id=1KLNK435CWC7R37R2PM124AS4Y It's when Kong and Ann are "ice skating" in the Park. *squee* So cute.

The second one is "Beauty Killed the Beast" Too spoilerish for details. http://s16.yousendit.com/d.aspx?id=3H329GU3888U80TMVY9TI1TKCW This was Kong defending Ann on top of the Empire State Building. *sigh*

You can view like, 20 clips from the movie http://movies.yahoo.com/movie/1808505212/trailer All the ones with Kong/Ann are the best. ;)

sniffs I smell a picspam coming...

2005-12-30T13:35:00.000-08:00

LMFAO i'm working on a AAR, Narnia, HP, Kong spam. Should be up soon. LOL how do you use yousendit? I wanted to upload a song from my itunes, but i couldn't figure out how to find the file...anyone know?

So we lost yesterday. This girl on the other team had 35 points. Holy shit she was making everything. I'm a little scared today...i had a lot of turnovers yesterday because i'm so bad at passing. And i'm even worse at free-throws. I'm like, fucking worse than Shaq! Ah well...i'm gonna come out strong today. We play for third place in the tournament. And eeewww. I found my stats online. *throws up* Sick. http://www.maxpreps.com/FanPages/Player.mxp/California/Girls_Varsity_Basketball_Winter_05-06/AreaID-8e11e7d4-d3fa-4e6f-827f-652c29439d27/SchoolID-cacbf797-0d13-4b21-bfc3-5f4d2a6dca08/AthleteID-c229c8fe-d745-4a2a-b2d0-28bc36b35d07 Maybe you're somewhere on that website Alyssa!

It isn't Christmas without......

2005-12-27T09:36:00.000-08:00

PICSPAM!!!!

Woot! So...i was bored last night...so i uploaded a bunch of picces. :D But before that i have to say that Alyssa did my bloggie layout. *thud* It is so amazing. Boo, i love it. And OMG LMFAO at Z leaving me a comment. She rocks. :D

So i watched Fantastic 4 yesterday and holy shit. I forgot that Julian McMahon was in it!!! OMG!!! So that sent me on a Julian spree yesterday, so that is what i'll be starting off with. Warning: Do not look at pics when parentals are around. Unless they like some Julian ass. :D Because i sure do. *licks lips* And just some background if you don't know who he is. He plays Dr. Troy on Nip/Tuck, the asshole plastic surgeon whose main goal in life is to sleep with as many people as possible. Well, not really, but he was a bit of a player before Kimber came along. But i think she's sadly out of the picture. On the bright side, that means more Dr. Troy sex for the viewers! Woot! LMFAO and in Fantastic 4 he plays the bad guy, Dr. Doom. More like Dr. Dead Sexy. *passes out*

Julian McMahon/Dr. Christian Troy/Victor Von Doom SPAM!

*squeee* ^

^ OMFG. JUST. OMFG. LOOK AT THAT BULGE! AHHH! *dies*

^ Jessica Alba rejecting Doom. Psh. Stupid bitch.

O.O Best ass i have ever seen. O.O *thud*

King Kong/ Adrien/ Naomi

^ They are so cute together. Biggest tards ever. Haha

^ She is so adorable. :D

Harry Potter/ Ron/ R/Hr

LMFAO ^ i saw this picture and i had dirty thoughts. :D Is Kim under those sheets? :D

Translation: Ladies is pimps too, go on brush your shoulder off. :D

^ LMFAO at those

These icons are the funniest things i have ever seen. I'm using the first over at LF.

OMG prepare yourself for the funniest avi you have ever seen. OMG Lys, you are going to die.

LMFAO!!!!! OMG!!!!!! AHHH!!!!

Narnia/ William (who plays Peter)

^ He's so cute *squee*

Eternal Sunshine

War of the Worlds

Brokeback Mountain

Lost

Elf

SNL

And because i'm feeling extra random, some Dodgeball quotes:

White Goodman: Go ahead, make your jokes, Mr. Jokey... Joke-maker. But let me hit you with some knowledge. Quit now. Save yourself the embarrassment of losing with these losers in Las Vegas, La Fleur.
Peter La Fleur: Alliteration aside, I'll take my chances in the tournament.
White Goodman: Yeah, you will take your chances.
Peter La Fleur: I know. I just said that.
White Goodman: I know you just said that.
Peter La Fleur: I'm not sure where you're going with this.
White Goodman: I'm not sure where you're going with this.
Peter La Fleur: That's what I said.
White Goodman: Well that's what I'm saying to you.
Peter La Fleur: All right.
White Goodman: ....Touché.

Gordon: Hey, Honey!
[his wife gives the "L" sign]
Gordon: "L" for love! Good times.
Dwight: "L" for love? That doesn't mean love, Gordon...

White Goodman: Oh, hello, Kate. I wasn't aware I was paying you to "socialize".
Kate Veatch: You're not. I'm off the clock.
White Goodman: Well, isn't that convenient for you? .....And the clock.

Patches O'Houlihan: [giving the pre-match pep talk] And will someone catch a goddamn ball? It's like watching a bunch of retards trying to hump a doorknob out there!

Cotton McKnight: In 23 years of broadcasting I thought I'd seen it all, folks. But it looks like Peter La Fleur has actually blindfolded himself.
Pepper Brooks: Yeah...He will not be able to see very well, Cotton.

White Goodman: There's no reason we need to be shackled by the strictures of the employee-employer relationship. Unless you're into that sort of thing. In which case, I got some shackles in the back. I'm just kidding. But seriously, I've got 'em.

Cotton McKnight: It's time to separate the wheat from the chaff, the men from the boys, the awkwardly feminine from the possibly Canadian.

Patches O'Houlihan: If you want true dodgeball victory, you have to grab it by its haunches and hump it into submission!

Merry Christmas!

2005-12-25T14:21:00.000-08:00

Hehe Merry Xmas everyone!!! *squee* I love Xmas. :D I got the King Kong Behind the Scenes DVD. Shizah! It's awesome! *is a geek* And the cast couldn't be bigger goons. OMG they are all so adorable, Peter Jackson included. Adrien is soooo cuuute...he goes up to Peter and he's like "Hey Pete...I uh...i think i peed in my wetsuit. *shifty eyes*" LMFAO and Jack Black is hilarious. :D He keeps obsessing over Viggo Mortenson, and he thinks that if he keeps messing up his lines, Viggo is gonna come in and replace him like he did for LOTR. Jack was like "I heard that Viggo had to sleep with his sword, so that's why i'm sleeping with my camera. *man tries to touch camera* HEY! Don't touch my camera! *strokes it*" LMFAO i love him so much. :D

And for a nice little Xmas gift for my horny tards...*squeee* I found this on LJ. Ewan McGregor kissing Hayden Christianson. Man do i love Obi-Wan/Anakin slashiness. :D

And can any tards please help me out? I lost the link to the chat!! LMFAO!!! Someone link me! HELPPP!

Guess who's back? :D

2005-12-23T15:41:00.000-08:00

I'm back from Arizona babies! And i have OH SO MUCH to tell you! :D Our team ended up taking second place so...YAY! We played 4 games...and we won all of them, except for the last one, the finals game. We still did pretty well though, and now we are #3 in the county. :D

Our first night, we had to go to some banquet thing. And the guess host was Lisa frickin Leslie. No joke. She was like...ginormous. O.O Really beautiful and well-spoken too.

So we played our games and shit...it was really a lot of fun. All we did on our off-time though was go to the fucking mall, which sucked ass. Don't get me wrong, i like the Mall. But when you spend hours and hours there four days in a row, it gets to be a little much. LMFAO we also saw the Chronicals of Narnia movie, which was AMAZING. That little boy in it (apparently he isn't so little though...18 is what i hear) is GORGEOUS! And i was talking to Julie, a junior on the team, and i realized i'm really excited for next year. I'll be a senior. It'll be OUR team. :D And there won't be any drama or problems, like there has been this year.

So i'm back now and i'm just trying to catch up on everything that i've missed. :D Oh how i have missed my tards. :D

Picspam Attempt #2

2005-12-17T21:23:00.001-08:00

Something to occupy everyone while i'm gone for a long week. :( I give you...

KONGSPAM! (along with other little goodies) :D

She is SO gorgeous. *thud*

*major squee at that ^ pic*

Harry Potter

*throws Cedric against the bush and rapes him* :D

^ Is it just me or is Snape massaging Ron? He looks a little....turned on. :D

Adrien Brody (my new obsession whom you're gonna wanna bang after seeing these pics)

*dies* *wishes that ^ was me*

OMG! WTF!? HE'S RIPPED! HOLY SHIT!

And now unto the icons.

Kong/Adrien

Harry Potter movies/Ron/ R/Hr

^*squee*

LMFAO ^

<- I really love this one

<- LMFAO Kim!

Lost/Cast Members

Brokeback Mountain *dies*

Other

One massive spam

2005-12-17T16:34:00.000-08:00

Well...i'm leaving tomorrow for Arizona, so i thought i would have one massive spammage before i go. :D I'll be back Saturday, and i'm sad because i can't talk to my tards until then, and i'm missing the Nip Tuck finale. :( Kim, don't you even dare spoil who the Carver is for me. Unless you want me to go kung fu fighting on yo ass. ;) LMFAO So here's what's been going on with me the past couple of days because i haven't been on.

On Thursday i had a game. We won by 7 and get this: I was the leading scorer on my team with 10 points. O.O They announced my name and everything. And LMFAO i took a charge too. WOOT! :D My name was in the newspaper. "Jamie Buehler had 10 points as the Royals went on to beat...." etc. :D LOL My parents were freaking out and i'm just like Chill. Haha

Well, i've been having some drama. The only reason why i got the opportunity to start was because one of our starters, Julie, broke her arm. Now her cast is off, and i don't know if i'm going to be taken from my starting position. :( It just makes me think that all of this hard work is for nothing. :( But then today at practice, coach made this big speech about me. o.O LOL He was like "Look at Buehler. She sat on the bench for 2 years, and this year she finally decided that she wants to contribute to this team. She isn't hurting us on defense, and she's scoring for us too. She deserves to be starting." *thud* *dies* OMG.

Alyssa, ya know how Bon Jovi is like, the Jalyssa spokesman? Haha AHH OWWW! LMFAO i love their other song too. I've been singing it all morning.

"I'll Be There For You" *squee*

I'll be there for you
These five words I swear to you
When you breathe
I want to be the air for you
I'll be there for you
I'd live and I'd die for you
Steal the sun from the sky for you
Words can't say what a love can do
I'll be there for you

*sigh* And LMFAO, i saw King Kong yesterday, which is fit to be my newest obsession. And its official...Adrien Brody is DEAD sexy. Like, OMG. And i definately want a monkey for Christmas. :D The movie was heartbreaking. I cried my eyes out.

edit: WHY THE FUCK WONT MY PICTURES WORK!? FUUUCK! I'll upload em later tonight i guess. :(

cannot come up with an interesting title

2005-12-14T22:23:00.000-08:00

So, because i am in love with Alyssa and those AMAZING vids of you in your bloggie, i thought i would post this Jalyssa song i caught myself singing a second ago and went "OMG! JALYSSA SONG!" LMFAO!

YOU'RE THE INSPIRATION (Chicago)

You know our love was meant to be
The kind of love that lasts forever
And I need you here with me
From tonight until the end of time

You should know, everywhere I go
You're always on my mind,
in my heart, in my soul

You're the meaning in my life
You're the inspiration
You bring feeling to my life
You're the inspiration
Wanna have you near me
I wanna have you hear me sayin'
No one needs you more than I need you

And I know, yes I know that it's plain to see
We're so in love when we're together
And I know that I need you here with me
From tonight until the end of time

You should know, everywhere I go
You're always on my mind,
in my heart In my soul

You're the meaning in my life
You're the inspiration
You bring feeling to my life
You're the inspiration
Wanna have you near me
I wanna have you hear me sayin'
No one needs you more than I need you

*squeee* I love that song. I especially love belting out "you're the IN-SPIR-A-TIONNN!!!" LMFAO maybe ill sing it to you on the phone Lys. :D I'm still just....thudding over those videos, love. I mean, wow. You own all. XD Gorgeous. No wonder all those boys want to get with you. Haha *avoids slappage*

So details on the game. We were down by like, 20 at one point, down by 14 to start the fourth quarter. I don't know what happened, but we tied it and it went into overtime and it was tied with 4 seconds left, when Erin, my hero (she scored 32 points) got the ball, ran down the court, shot over some girl, and SWOOSH! It goes in. We win. I just remember freaking out and tackling the other 10 people on the team and then we fall on the floor. LMFAO it was great. We come into the locker room singing and screaming and freaking out, dancing, the whole nine yards. Then are coach comes in all happy and he's all fine and then all of a sudden he spazzes out and he's like "BUEHLER! YEAH WAY TO GO!" And i was kinda like WTF? LOL I had a couple of key baskets in overtime, and i ended up scoring 9 points. But i was proud of myself because Erin and I were incharge of trapping their best player in the press, and that forced a lot of turnovers. I was such an amazing game, and we play again tomorrow. :D

Good news and Bad News

2005-12-12T20:04:00.000-08:00

Lets start with the good. :D ALYSSA!!! http://rupertgrint.net/ <- Please go there. OMG. There is a vid of both of our boys together presenting an award! OMG! Scroll down to "Rupert at the Pride of Britian Awards" OMG. He gives this chick a hug and he gives a "speech" OMG. So cute. *squeee* And in that other interview, he tries to say "Fleur Delacour" and he mispronounces it. LMFAO!!! He's like "Dela-co-yuuuw" LMFAO. OMG. And i know you saw the Making the Band finale tonight, so i cannot wait to hear what you thought about it, :D Aubrea! *spazzes*

So bad news. *sigh* I'm leaving to arizona for a basketball tournament for a week (almost). I completely forgot to tell you guys. :( I'm leaving this Sunday and coming back Friday night. Wtf, right? *sigh* I'm gonna miss my tards!!!

Making the Band 3

2005-12-11T10:21:00.000-08:00

Well...i'm obsessed with this show on MTV...and they just made the band this week, choosing my two faves Aubrey and Aundrea (who remind me of Alyssa and myself), along with Juanita, Dawn, and Shannon.

So my favorite since last season was Aubrey. She is seriously GORGEOUS. I mean...wow. She's like, my girl crush. LMFAO So i found so many pics of her last night, so i'm gonna post em all, including some animations. :D I'll get to her and Aundrea in a moment.

Aubrey Dancing Animation: http://img393.imageshack.us/img393/4030/aubsdance3ul8yl.gif

I mean holy shit look at her!

Gorgeous, huh? I mean, like WOW. O.O Can you see why i'm obsessed with her?

So...the other girl on the show is Aundrea. Aubrey and Aundrea were on the show together for two seasons. OMG and they totally remind me of Alyssa and me. OMG like, it's crazy. The last episode Lys, i was bawling. Like, sobbing. They were both talking and crying. OMG. Aubrey was like "I never told you...but you're my best friend."

^ That's an avi of the scene. *thud*
OMG. *dies* They were like "I'm always here for you...i can't imagine living without you" Ahhh *squeeeee* And they ended up both making the band together. LOL So Aubrea=Jalyssa. LMFAO Here are some piccies. And i'm gonna find that scene so i can show Lys how it would totally be like us: http://img423.imageshack.us/img423/6481/aubreyaundrea8rs.jpg

They're so adorable. I mean, wow. So cute together. Totally Jalyssa. :D *squeee*

Here are some animations of them. How I love them so. :D

Aundrea http://img423.imageshack.us/img423/6112/aundreamarmalade2small0011wg.gif
http://img423.imageshack.us/img423/7484/aandatest0pf5kl.gif
Putting on each other's make-up! http://img423.imageshack.us/img423/1786/aamakeup0qq9qy.gif
Pushing her into a pool http://img461.imageshack.us/img461/9925/vlcsnap662330dx.gif
My ABSOLUTE FAVORITE http://img461.imageshack.us/img461/5003/hugging2uz0jx9zh0yu.gif

More pics:

^ How cute are they? Aubrea=OTP

And a lil something for Kim:

2005-12-09T20:55:00.000-08:00

OMG ALYSSA DON'T GO HERE UNLESS YOU WANT TO SEE HEATH AND JAKE KISSING. OMG http://www.livejournal.com/community/wranglers/183648.html?#cutid1

i figured i did so well in my last game because it was DOMINIC MONAGHAN'S BIRTHDAY! LMFAO w00t!

We won again today by about 20, and i started again. I only had 3 points though and i felt like i played like shit. But oh well, it's the weekend, and i'm tired. *sigh* Here's hoping i can get some rest.

So glad it's the weekend.

2005-12-09T20:46:00.000-08:00

Some random icons for ya:

I got my chance :D

2005-12-08T19:22:00.000-08:00

Today was my chance. We played the #3 team in Southern California...and I was starting the game. I finally got my chance, and I was so nervous about it. I had everyone praying for me at school, LOL, and when they called out my name and stuff, I kinda blanked out and didn’t know what to do. LMFAO but I recovered. Haha so here’s the details.

Number 3 team in Southern Cali. We come out strong, and you can tell they were underestimating us. I was surprised because I came out strong as well. I guess those prayers really helped. :D I thought of how proud Alyssa would be of me. And we were tied with them at halftime. We ended up losing by 7, but he was still really proud of us because we came out and played our hardest. I got 10 points and I played pretty much the whole game. OMG I was DYING. But after the game, coach was just talking about how I was bound to make mistakes, yet I learned a lot in this game. I’m so happy that I finally got my chance, and I went out and gave it my all. So now there’s a chance I might be starting the next game, and maybe the game after that. *eek*

Icon Spam #947384616 LOL

2005-12-04T19:46:00.000-08:00

Harry Potter:

Ron/Hermione:

Rupert:

Daniel Radcliffe (Kim should love this one)

Lost

Dom

Julian McMahon

ObiWan *squee*

Best SNL skit ever

2005-12-01T18:22:00.001-08:00

Because i am currently obsessed with You Tube, i found my favorite SNL skit, a spoof on Harry Potter here -> http://www.youtube.com/?v=qi4TldcS8KA OMG. Funniest thing i have ever seen. Hermione is Lindsay Lohan and Jimmy Fallon is one of the Weasley twins. OMG. Funniest thing i have ever seen. *dies*

Music Vids

2005-12-01T18:22:00.000-08:00

For my boo. http://www.youtube.com/?v=BjCaXq6BoD8 I admit....the song has grown on me. O.O

sigh ... double sigh

2005-11-30T18:26:00.000-08:00

Well...today was interesting. Instead of practicing, we scrimmaged our JV team for five quarters. And umm...yeah, it's a given that we killed them. I think it was like 85-30 or something, not counting the fifth quarter. And i got either 13 or 15 points...lost track. But let's just say Jamie is not in a very happy mood. Jamie wants to fucking hit something right now.

Originally, i play on the second five, the bench players of course. And let me tell you, it fucking sucks. He runs every play to me now and just tells me that when i get the ball, i'm gonna score, and don't pass it, whatever. So i do what he says. I get the ball. I do something and score. Yay. Whoop de fucking doo. (<- LMFAO) It feels like i'm the only one on the second five who knows what the hell i'm doing. First off, no one plays defense. So again, coach tells me to make a play on defense, which means i have to work extra harder than everyone else. And on offense, no one remembers the plays. It sounds like i'm being conceited, but I know the plays! And when we mess up, it makes me look like a dumbass! But i know what i'm doing!!! That's what my asisstant coach said..."Buehler is the only one who knows what she's doing." AAHHHH, >< He stopped the scrimmage and made us work out this play for like, 10 minutes, and then we go and do it, and mess up. LITERALLY A SECOND AFTER WE PRACTICED IT. OMG. I was just looking for someone with a gun to just shoot me. No one works hard, everyone is afraid of playing. That's how i used to be. Now i realize that no one is gonna do anything, so i have to do my part for the team, and maybe even do a little more. At least things were working out for me. The only bad thing was i got 4 fouls in less than 2 quarters, LOL. But he even said to me during the game that next year, i'm gonna be the #1 option to go to, which really pissed Julie off. I just don't want her to be mad at me. I didn't say it. *sigh* GOSH DAMMIT. And yesterday at practice he was pretty much "Get the ball to Buehler everytime, it's what i would do." Luckily today i got to play with the starters...who know what they're doing. I just don't know what to think anymore. I'm entirely over the second team. I'm just. over it.

Sorry about the long ass rant. :(

My Ronmie story

2005-11-27T14:22:00.000-08:00

http://ronaldisfumpalicious.blogspot.com/ *is offically a dork*

What a cute kid. squeee

2005-11-26T15:23:00.000-08:00

Lys is gone (kicking major ass in her game) so I’m bored. Haha I’m gonna post the cutest pics of wittle Ronnie. LMFAO *squeee* I love his facial expressions. :D

OMGWTF*shocked*!

*stfuplzkthx*

*shits pants*

*sigh* Young love. :D

*sniffs* "Did Harry just let one go?"

*pwned*

LMFAO I never appreciated how brilliant that scene is. XD

*OMGTEHCUTE!*

I love Bonnie’s face here. LMFAO And yeah, I’m marrying into that family. *squee*

*dry humps Ron*

*squeeeee*

AWWWW *glomps all*

Yeah. This pic is hot. He definitely wants me. O.O *dies*

What a player. :D *shakes head* Banging the teacher...way to go, Ron. ;)

My favorite scene ever. :D

Favorite picture at the moment. *squeeee* They're adorable. :D

Random Post #3

2005-11-25T13:21:00.000-08:00

Harry Potter icon edition!

LMFAO Love this one!

<- Yeah it is. :D

It's time for some Ron, R/H squeeage! :D

<- My favorite. :D Always makes me laugh.

And if i wasn't dead already, i am now:

*squeeeeeeeeeeeeee*

edit: I literally just sat here for 5 minutes looking at that ^ pic of Rupert. *thuds* *dies* His eyes. They're like, identical to mine. *dies again* We were made for each other. LMFAO

Jamie is bored. Again.

2005-11-24T20:20:00.000-08:00

When my boo asks for pics, she gets pics. :D

Try and find me in there. LMFAO

My name in the gym.

LMFAO *still looks like my coach* :D

Just for Kim

Just for me. :D

*pwns all*

I always knew Dom liked it from behind. ;)

*squeeeee*

For my boo. :D

Random time

2005-11-24T17:29:00.000-08:00

Well Alyssa made a list of our songs in her bloggie...*squeee* Inspired me to look for some more. ;) *still thinks Never Gone is the best Jalyssa song ever* So here’s one for ya. (And WTF why is NSYNC the perfect Jalyssa group? LMFAO) http://www.azlyrics.com/lyrics/nsync/musicofmyheart.html
*squeeeee* :D ^ Go there. :D

When Jamie is bored, Jamie picspams. :D

http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v695/eTeRNaLLYiNtHeSuNsHiNe/meee.jpg
That’s me. #15. At the game yesterday. I like that pics because I’m hangin in the air and my arm looks muscular. LMFAO

http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v695/eTeRNaLLYiNtHeSuNsHiNe/meee2.jpg
My breakaway lay-up after I stole the ball. :D

http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v695/eTeRNaLLYiNtHeSuNsHiNe/jate0000011sg.jpg
*squeeeeee*

http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v695/eTeRNaLLYiNtHeSuNsHiNe/ljicon_brokeback.jpg
Gay cowboys....*sigh*

http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v695/eTeRNaLLYiNtHeSuNsHiNe/6481164hpluver881112200595415PM.jpg

http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v695/eTeRNaLLYiNtHeSuNsHiNe/domarmsupairfrodo.png
LMFAO Dom always makes me laugh here. :D

http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v695/eTeRNaLLYiNtHeSuNsHiNe/dombackmontecarlo.jpg

http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v695/eTeRNaLLYiNtHeSuNsHiNe/roninbed.jpg

http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v695/eTeRNaLLYiNtHeSuNsHiNe/rupert09.jpg
*worships*

http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v695/eTeRNaLLYiNtHeSuNsHiNe/tmi.gif
*sigh* That’s it for now. :D More picspams to come though. ;)

First game of the year. And hey, it could've been worse.

2005-11-23T22:52:00.000-08:00

Well it was the first game today, and technically it wasn't even a game. Just a "scrimmage." They didn't even keep score, yet it felt like a definite, intense game. Here are the details:

I pretty much sucked the whole first part of the game. I was just nervous, and my coach was just like "Calm down. Just play the game." but my mind was racing and i was just...not myself. So four quarters end and i think it's over right? Boy was i wrong. All of a sudden he's just like "No...we're playing another quarter" and i was just like Oh shit. >< But that's when i like, came alive. LOL All that he was doing was playing the subs for the whole quarter, and i guess something in me sorta like...clicked. o.O I shot the ball and missed, but then i got my rebound and did a spinmove to the basket and then made a shot, and that's when i was like "Okay. I can do this." So whenever i came down the floor, i took it hard and tried to score. If i didn't do that, he would say "Buehler. You need to score." so i would try my best. LMFAO this one time i drove, and some girl tripped me and i fell and threw up the ball, thinking i would get the foul. LOL They didn't call a foul, but i made it, :D *sigh* I was so tired. And i hurt my finger too. It hurts so bad to type right now. LMFAO he looked at me and was like "Buehler, are you tired?" and i just shook my head and was like NO! :D There was no way in hell he was taking me out. ;) So yeah...at the end of the game, he just told me that i need to work at playing through fatigue and getting used to playing a lot. :D :D :D And i scored 8 points in all too. Pretty good for me, :D Haha

Well...now it seems my coach is paying more attention to me now, and for that i am glad. My friend told me his class asked him if he would come back next year to coach, even though we'll probably not be as good, and he said "I can't leave Julie (another girl on the team) and Jamie behind." *thud* *dies* WTF? AAAHHHH!! I was like OMG. Shit. Pressure on me, damn!

So last night i saw Harry Potter again, LMFAO. I got no sleep, hence why i was so tired in the game. ;) So yeah...i saw it with one of my bestest friends, and we were laughing at every little possible thing. I swear, we were laughing for 10 minutes straight because of Malfoy randomly sitting in a tree. I just found that hilarious for some reason. :D i swear...we are so annoyin in movies. :D The people behind us on one part were like "Oh shit!!!" and then my friend just bursts out and says "MOTHER FUCKER!!!" LMFAO it was hilarious, :D And of course, i was majorly squeeing over Ronald, my lover. :D

is a geek

2005-11-19T22:36:00.000-08:00

So Harry Potter was fucking amazing. And yeah, i'm a geek. LMFAO so what? haha so ..... where to begin? Oh i know. Rupert Grint is incredible. And i wanna fump his brains out. OMG. Every scene he was in....i swear....i would start sweating and get all hot and bothered...*sigh* He's my hero. Honestly, i might be loving him more than *gasp* Dom right now. WTF? And Dom is like, my god. LOL I swear...something about that red head...i just wanna fump that kid so bad OMG. I loved all of his scenes of jealousy towards Hermione. I swear...i love that kid.

So supposedly this one was supposed to be H/Hr right? Well excuse me, but it seemed R/Hr to me!!!! w00t!!! I absolutely loved the scene where she was like "Maybe you should of asked me first!" *Ron stutters* OMG. *sings* Ron loves Hermione Ron loves Hermione!! It's so obvious too. LMFAO sorry Lys, but my R/Hr love is overwhelming me. :D *squeeeee* Not only does JKR say they're ending up together, i read the CUTEST interview!!!! OMG

They asked Rupert "Any make out scenes with Hermione coming up?" and Rupert says "Uh..i dunno ... that might be a little weird..." and then Emma chimes in and says "This is going to make you really uncomfortable Rupert, but if Ron and Hermione don't get together soon, i am going to be so frustrated! It's so wrong, yet it's so right!!" *insert blushing Rupert here* OMG OMG OMG *squeeeeeeee*

So the movie was awesome. I could go on forever. Loved the slash, and i'm not a fan of Dan, but he was hot in this movie, especially in the bathtub scene, ;) The scene where the twins were wrestling....OMG that was so hot. Anytime the twins were on, i freaked out because, they so want to fump each other. Wow. *dies* I also loved when it showed Ron and Harry and their dates sitting all alone at the dance. Awwww. Haha i remembered an avi i saw of that once and it said "Having a gay old time" LMFAO I was like "OMG i would've so asked Ron to dance!" *reason #84758236536 why i am the biggest dork on the planet* LMFAO i love Cedric and Krum...muy caliente. *ssss* Loved jealous Ron, WTF i love Ron in general. Have i mentioned that? ;) So....even though a lot was left out, i still had fun and i thought it was amazing!! :D

So just a quick story...at the theatre we were at (LMFAO Lys knows how i pronounce that. The-ate-rrrr :D) my friend went up to get popcorn, and this guy turns around, total nerd btw, and he's like "Hey. How's it goin?" and i just stare at him and give him the bitch face and he awkwardly turns back around. LMFAO how mean am i?? LMFAO

Just one more thing. I cannot stop thinking about MY PHONE CALL WITH ALYSSA!!!! AAAAHHHHH!!!! *spazzes yet again* I can't stop thinking about it!!! :D I love you so much girl. :D And about what you said about my coach looking like Dan Dae Kim...you are SO FUCKING RIGHT!!!!! OMG!!!! Especially in that picture with the shirt off!!! EEEEWWWW looks exactly like him. Excuse me while i throw up.

OMG. I talked to my boo.

2005-11-19T12:26:00.000-08:00

*passes out* Wow. That was like, the best 3 hours of my life. I CANNOT BELIEVE I TALKED TO ALYSSA!!!!! AAAAAHHHHHH!!!! JALYSSAAAAAAA!!!! LOL I love you so much girl, it's unbelievable. *squeeeee* I couldn't even go to sleep last night...or concentrate during practice... I think i am still in shock that i talked to my boo. I swear....wow. I think i can die happy now. well...not yet. When i finally meet my boo, THEN i can die happy. :D

Here are the details for Kimmy! ;) LOL I answer the phone and i was like shaking...and then i just hear Alyssa on the other end. ".....hi." OMG. OMFG. i seriously almost died. LMFAO that was so wierd!!! AAAHHHH!!! And you totally sounded different and everything....OMG i love you. LMFAO *spazzes out again* then we would say something, and start saying OMG OMG over and over again. Haha and then i started drinking Diet Coke and i could not stop burping! LMFAO Lys, i'm seriously not that much of a pig, even though i must've burped like, 50 times in a row. LMFAO so then....DAMN we talked about a lot of things. Haha and then i had to go cuz i had practice in the morning...*sigh* That was so amazing. I LOOOOOVE YOU ALYSSA!!! Oh yeah....LMFAO we decided to call you Kim and leave a message on your phone, but my damn phone wasn't working. LMFAO. So there are so much more details....but i am still in shock and can't remember them.

*takes a deep breath* *tries to calm down*

I was pleased with myself at shooting practice today. He actually paid attention to me and was helping me with my form...he said i have the best form out of everyone. :D I'm just happy he's paying attention to me...i don't want to sit on the bench another year. *mad face* And apparently my assisstant coach says i have a chance to start...which is complete bullshit, but hey, i'll just keep thinking positive. :D

Good day in b-ball!

2005-11-03T22:11:00.000-08:00

Today was such a good day...we won our game, and i definately played my best. I made this one sweet move to the basket around 3 people and made a sweet lay-up and everyone just freaked out. LOL During the time out everyone was like "Wow Buehler is amazing" and "Geez...you're a point guard, forward, and center...." :D :D :D It made me feel so good about myself. :D I could hear my coach yelling at me from the sidelines "Score Buehler!" so....i did. LMFAO So...great game. LOL

I love how i am scared shitless for the season to start, and Alyssa is so effing excited. o.O haha our first practice is next Saturday....a 4 hour one. *dies* I'm already dreading it. :(

Our team is the shit. Haha

2005-10-25T20:30:00.001-07:00

So we lost to the #1 team in the county...the team that won CIF for the past 2 years...the team that's ranked in the top 3 throughout all of California...the team that is also our dreaded rivals. They're such bitches. When we had a team sleepover, they had one too and came over and tried to "battle" us. LMFAO So we threw eggs and flour at them and then turned on the hose. LMFAO!! They are such retards...we had cars and we all just hopped in Ash's truck with water buckets and shit...they ran to the house. o.O What idiots. LOL So it's awesome that we only lost by 3!!! *banana* Haha

And i did well in practice again today..our manager was like 'Damn Buehler...you're like, the best one at this drill' *me blushing* :D And everyone is being so nice lately. :D Usually they're very clicky, considering we have 6 seniors on the team...but it's not getting like that anymore, thank goodness. LOL during tonight's game, i was riding the bench (naturally) and we were just freaking out, jumping up and down, tackling everyone....I almost had a heart attack.

So one quick rant to get in here. :( I'm not coming as Doug from Night at the Roxbury anymore. Our group is still fueding...i'm not mad at them anymore and they aren't to me...but this one bitch...OMG she isn't even trying to make an effort, :( She's a fucking whore bitch. She tells Maryanne, the girl i'm supposed to be going with for Halloween all this shit about me and she believes her!! So now she's dressing up with that bitch for Halloween!! *sigh* WTF? *smacks that bitch* OMG i know something bad is going to happen....as in me kicking her ass. :D

No matter...i'm going as Charlie. I have the shoes, gonna buy a striped shirt, paint my nails black, tape my fingers and write 'FATE' on them, and then maybe write 'crack addict' somewhere on my shirt to be funny. Haha woot!!

If i may say so myself........

2005-10-19T17:16:00.000-07:00

....i think i kicked ass today. :D It was like, the best practice ever for me, no idea why. It's been a LONG time when the whole day has been good...usually there's some part of the day that sucks.....But not today!! w00t!!

First, my history test i barely studied for got postponed til Friday. :D And the rest of the day was awesome....basketball...i mean, i don't think i've never done as well. We had to do some weird dribble, jump, hang in the air, pump, and then shoot thing over a defender, and i was surprised that i didn't suck at it. :D Everyone was like 'Damn...can you tutor me?' LOL And even my coach was like "Buehler did this and this....why can't you guys do this?" And yeah. The name is Buehler. Jamie Marie Buehler. Remember that, bitches. :D Eryn i mean *cough* Alyssa already knew that though. :D JK!!! *smooch*

And even better, one of the friends i'm fueding with...well, we kinda made up today without saying anything. If that makes sense. LOL I am pretty sure we're cool now. :D The other 3 i don't care about....they're bitches.

And to make the day even better...Lost is on tonight!!! And unless they do something awful like kill of Charlie, this will be the best day ever!!!! YAY!!!! And OMG Nip/Tuck last night!! That's all i talked about at school today! The convo usually went like this: "So...any Dr. Troy sex last night?" (because HELLO, that's all i watch it for!!) and then i say "No....*sad face* But there was a nice ass shot there. ;)" That's usually followed with a shake of the head and a "You are such a perv...." kinda thing. :D

And about the forum...it doesn't seem that bad as of this second. Like i said before, you can take away our ability to say hump...but you can't take away our dignity, bitches! Yeah! Word to ya mother!

Woot!!!

2005-10-13T20:47:00.000-07:00

So i'm having major drama with my friends....they're still ignoring Lisa, Sarah, Jo and I because we ditched them at Disneyland...but whatever, those prude bitches. :D they're going to homecoming with each other (lesbians!) and the four of us have dates!!! I can't wait to rub it in their faces!! Haha i'll be like 'CLUCK YOU BITCHES!! I HAVE A DATE!' :D

I wish i could go with you-know-who, but Joe and I are cool now so i guess that it's fine. I just wanna have a fun time. :D We'll see what happens. :D

Mixed Emotions sigh

2005-10-08T10:52:00.000-07:00

Well...i was having the best b-day ever until i got on to the forum and saw everything changed. *bangs head on desk* It's bullshit. I'm trying to refrain from bitching here, and it's hard. LOL But you guys know how fucking pissed i am. And you know who i'm fucking pissed at. ;)

So anyways...my birthday was Thursday. :D It was so much fun. At school, i got my locker decorated, i got all these balloons and shit...i really felt special!!! LOL!! And my coach made a cake!! LOL It was kinda funny because it was really good. And practice was easy. :D So, great birthday.

So i had some gals over for my birthday celebration. Haha we had this huge water fight in the back yard. LOL i was soaked because Nat used the flippin hose on me. So yeah...i got a lot of cool shit. A Lost calendar...a ghetto jacket...it was awesome. Here are some picces that i promised. :D

http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v695/eTeRNaLLYiNtHeSuNsHiNe/DSC01004.jpg
^ my cake. (Kim!!!)

http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v695/eTeRNaLLYiNtHeSuNsHiNe/DSC01012.jpg
^ me and my cool grandma

Friday was Rosary Day. The day i got my class ring. My friends and I went to Disneyland after. I have to be going now, i'll elaborate more later. Here is one pic, i'm in the purple-y dress in the center. ;)
http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v695/eTeRNaLLYiNtHeSuNsHiNe/DSC01041.jpg

A newfound respect one could say....

2005-09-30T17:47:00.000-07:00

So today was probably the most intimidating day....i mean....wow. First thing first, i know that you guys know that i do have a 'bubbly' personality or whatever, but during basketball, i am completely different. :/ I'm more serious and uptight and shy i guess you could say. And i have probably in two years barely ever talked to my coach. Ever. So i was totally scared when he called me in to talk to him during practice for like, 15 minutes. *eek*

So first of all, i am the only one he talked to today one on one, no one else, just me, by myself. So we go into the room and he's just like, talking about my 'attitude.' He says that i need to develop a personality on the court. He was like 'I'm not saying you need to be a bitch, but just have some confedence'

That is another thing he talked to me about: my confidence. If you know my attitude towards basketball, you know i'm not very confident in it. He said that i play scared because i don't want to make a mistake- which is true. He said that he's not the kind of person that is going to go out and tell someone that they're doing great, and he said 'it's not like you don't do good things...' ...and then he was like 'If you're ever feeling low in confidence just think that you made the team as a sophomore, so i must have seen something in you' .... and then he said he didn't know where i stand because i've never really 'opened' up to him. Like, he doesn't know if i should be a guard or a post, and i said 'I would like to be a forward' to which he responds 'Would like to? That's the whole confidence thing...'

And then he told me something that gave me a lot of confidence...he told me that he wants me to be like Erin next year. Erin is our best player this year. *eek* He said that in two years i 'barely have said two words to him...you don't have to be afraid to talk to me....'

So to me, it's obvious that he's thinking of next year's team, and he's asking me to be more of a leader....i mean, he only talked to me about it. Am i going to be the leader of the team next year? So yeah...i felt good that he at least did somehing i could not, and that was make the first move in talking about my future. And so yeah, i have a newfound respect and...i realize that he's just trying to prepare me. But he doesn't think i have a personality and he always says that i look so depressed during basketball and that he doesn't know why i'm even there if i hate it so much...so i just gotta work hard and 'have a little fun' <- he said that. LOL So yeah....*eek*

Another hard day of practice

2005-09-29T18:24:00.000-07:00

This is seriously hell week. *dies* Today, because volleyball wasn't in the gym, we had the gym. Full-court too. *eek* I really tried extra hard today on the drills and it totally payed off. :D I did fairly well today, and i was glad his effing yelling wasn't being directed at me. but seriously...he has problems. he told one girl that she had ADD and he told another that she was 'fucking stupid' etc. etc. I totally feel for them because hey, everyone has their turn getting bitched at. Luckily it wasn't my day today.

At the end of practice though, he made us run up and down the court 40 times in all...no stops. No breathers. Just run everything non stop. I was dead...i can't even imagine what i looked like at the end of practice...I was sweaty and smelly and i have blisters the size of Texas on my feet. *eek*

I was actually nice to the Cow today, even though it pained me. Instead of being mean to her like everyone else, i said hi to her and we talked for a while in the bathroom. Whatever. I'm trying to not look like a big bitch. Don't know if that's working or not.

So Alyssa, i still don't get this calling card thing. The only thing i know is that any call after 9 o clock is free for me. I think i still might get billed because i don't have that card. My mom has a friend in South Carolina and she would call her everyday and her phone bill was way high because of it. :/ But i want to talk to you soooooo bad!! I was thinking about it all day today. I was also listening to this song and i thought: What a Jalyssa song!!! LOL Here it is, i have a feeling you might already know it:

When the visions around you,
Bring tears to your eyes
And all that surround you,
Are secrets and lies
I'll be your strength,
I'll give you hope,
Keeping your faith when it's gone
The one you should call,
Was standing here all along..

And I will takeYou in my arms
And hold you right where you belong
Till the day my life is through
This I promise you
This I promise you

I've loved you forever,
In lifetimes before
And I promise you never...
Will you hurt anymore
I give you my word
I give you my heart (give you my heart)
This is a battle we've won
And with this vow,
Forever has now begun...

Just close your eyes (close your eyes)
Each loving day (each loving day)
I know this feeling won't go away (no..)
Till the day my life is through
This I promise you..
This I promise you..

Over and over I fall (over and over I fall)
When I hear you call
Without you in my life baby
I just wouldn't be living at all...

And I will take (I will take you in my arms)
You in my arms
And hold you right where you belong (right where you belong)
Till the day my life is through
This I promise you baby
Just close your eyes Each loving day (each loving day)
I know this feeling won't go away (no..)
Every word I say is true
This I promise you
Every word I say is true
This I promise you
Ooh, I promise you...

....sigh.....

2005-09-28T17:48:00.000-07:00

Well Lys...i can totally understand where you are coming from here.....sometimes i just don't know why i'm even here. It's just.....life sucks ass. Everything- basketball, school, drama- it's just too much sometimes. I was talking to Lisa today about all the shit in our lives....and i was like "I am seriously confused on why i'm not suicidal" >< I mean...my life is just...*insert head bang smilie* I know I shouldn’t be complaining because I know that people have it a lot harder than me...but sometimes, its like, I just can’t deal with it. And the it is fucking basketball. I know to anyone outside of the team it sounds stupid to be sop shaken and upset over something like an extracurricular activity that you do for fun....but for those of us on that jackass’ team....its a living nightmare.

We lost yesterday. And it wasn’t even by a little bit...we lost by at least 20. The good thing was that everyone got in to play because it’s CIF rules that he can’t coach us. So it was basically us coaching ourselves while he sat up in the bleachers and watched. That game taught me that, as much as we all despise him, we need him. He is a good coach, even if he’s a little asian, insensitive nazi. So yeah....we all played like shit, I sucked of course. But what pissed me off was our seniors leadership. They were like before the game “So...we can’t dribble....and we can’t shoot....and we suck....but hey? Let’s work hard” or something like that. Now don’t get me wrong, I love them to death, but that isn’t the right thing to say when trying to motivate your team now, is it?? *confused*

Today’s practice was hell. First he makes us do a bunch of drills outside in the 102 degree heat...then he makes us run lines (suicides). *dies* That was killer. After that, he made us run lines with the ladders set up. That basically means ladders placed on the ground where you have to move in and out of them and stuff. Hardest thing ever. And tomorrow we have the gym for 2 or so hours, so God knows how terrible that is going to be. *starts digging my grave already* This is seriously hell week for us. Hard practice and a game yesterday, hard practice today and tomorrow. *sigh* Whatev. I could quit, but yeah right, I’m not a quitter anyway. I know I’m getting better, and there is no way that fucking Cow is taking my spot, so I’m just going to keep working my ass off, and hopefully, he’ll see that.

So sorry for the long ass blog today, but one more thing to mention: I am the biggest bitch ever now. Haha seriously, I was talking to Lisa about this too....I’m so easily annoyed and aggravated by some people now. Half the time, I want to bitch slap some of my friends! I can’t help it...basketball makes me into the biggest bitch ever. People must be scared of me at school now...and since I’ve been weightlifting, my arms are ginormous and intimidating. LOL So whatever. Stupid people annoy me. Especially Cow and “Lindsay” which I’ll save for another blog.

So today was crap except for (1) Lost is on 2 HOURS! w00t!!! First, I get to see that wig again. *squee* LOL *licks wig* And then I get to see the new ep! YAY! (2) I finally reconciled with my best friend Emily. We seriously used to be inseparable, but over the last few months, we grew apart. She goes to another school, and a couple of months ago, we went out and saw a movie together with a couple of boys...and I hadn’t seen her in months, yet she paid more attention to the boys than to me. So yeah. This whole summer, we never even talked. But I called her today and we worked things out. :D The day before my b-day, Oct. 5th, I’m going over to her house to watch Lost. It’s so funny because after talking with her for about 3 minutes, she’s like ‘OMG Did you see Lost on Wednesday?’ LMAO!!! She’s just like me, and that’s why we were best friends. So I think everything is fine now. :D

My b-day is on the 6th! Woot! And I am so excited because I think Lys is gonna call me!! OMGOMGOMGOMG *dies* I think I’ll be too busy on the 6th and 7th though...so maybe the next day love. :D And I think it’ll have to be a one time thing because my parents are gonna get pissed when they see the phone bill. LOL Imagine me trying to explain that. haha I’ll make some shit up. :D *thinks of hearing Alyssa’s voice* *dies* I am so excited!!! :D

Domsturbation dies

2005-09-26T20:38:00.000-07:00

So because i feel like it...i'm postins some Domsturbation pics. :D

http://dommonaghan.com/gallery/displayimage.php?album=385&pos=29
http://dommonaghan.com/gallery/displayimage.php?album=385&pos=37
^ my personal fav *dies* *humps computer*
http://dommonaghan.com/gallery/displayimage.php?album=385&pos=51
^ clearly very happy here
http://dommonaghan.com/gallery/displayimage.php?album=385&pos=170
^ shameful masturbating LMFAO
http://dommonaghan.com/gallery/displayimage.php?album=384&pos=42
^ humps polar bear
http://dommonaghan.com/gallery/displayimage.php?album=356&pos=13
^ random ENTBAR :D
http://dommonaghan.com/gallery/displayimage.php?album=random&cat=2&pos=-2335
*stradles Orli* *humps*

Just a disturbing little story....

2005-09-25T20:46:00.000-07:00

So today was totally boring. I had to go to a stupid birthday party for my mom’s friend who was turing 40. So yeah....one funny thing though, that I knew I had to mention here to my horny bitches. :D What is with my attraction to older men? LMFAO! First Dom and Foxy...now it’s carrying over into my REAL life. LOL This one guy...he must be 40 I dunno...he’s so effing hot! He was like ‘Hey Jamie! How are you?’ and I said ‘Uh....nothin.’ WTF!? Could I be anymore tongue-tied? LMFAO. I’m a tard. *slaps self*

OMG!!!!

2005-09-21T22:01:00.000-07:00

So i just finished watching Lost....and HOLY SHIT! WTF?! IT WAS AWESOME!!!! But i just have to say...OMG when Jack fell when he was running up the stairs in his flashback...WTF the SAME thing happened to me!!! i was LMAO at that part because it was exactly how i fell. Picture me in Jack's place and there's a nice mental image for ya Kim. ;)

So overall AMAZING EP! And although Jack's wig was a little off, i thought he was ADORABLE! *squee* And OMG my mind is so dirty .... :D like the part when he stood by the electric thing and the key on his chest started to slowly rise...you know what my mind starting thinking about.....LMFAO!!! I am pitiful. :D

But DAMMIT where was Charlie? :( *wants Dom action* Although my heart totally skipped a beat when i heard him call out 'JACK! .... Where is Artz?' OMG JARLIEEEE!! *squee*

Today wasn't so bad :D

2005-09-21T19:31:00.000-07:00

Well...we did bleachers yet again today. The good thing was i did fine. I guess i'm getting better at them. *shrug* whatev. The last 2 were killer, but i made it up those fucking stairs without walking, and that is an accomplishment in itself. And OMG i almost fell again!!! *Kim laughs at me* LOL I have a feeling Kim is laughing her ass off right now. LOL!! I wasn't paying attention and i was talking to my assistant coach Matt, and all of a sudden the asian's like 'GO!' and i was like WTF? So i spazzed out and like, tripped. :D But i didn't fall though! It was close...:D Haha

BUT OH MY FUCKING GOODNESS. The "cow" aka the fatass freshman of the team is fucking good at everything. WTF? I mean, i'm better than her at bleachers, but she runs so fast! i was like 'DAMN! How can somebody that fat run that fast?' Grrr...she pisses me off so bad. And she always cuts me off when i'm running. It's like, i'm running, then i see this giant like, dump truck coming up on the side of me, and then i'm like 'OH! It's just her' LOL At least she sucks at basketball though. Like, she's so bad....but she's pretty much perfect at everything else. *scoffs* Cow. Hepher. *trips*

So Matt told me today that he was talking to my evil coach...about me. *eek* He told me that yoon said that i 'have the potential and the skill...but i don't think she's there mentally' WTF? Not there mentally?? Does that mean like, I don’t like basketball anymore and I hate it (because I do)?? *sigh* It’s because of him I hate it. Whatev. At least he sees ‘potential’ in me. That’s good enough for me I guess.

So my birthday is coming up....Sweet 16 LOL....October 6th. :D And Lost is on tonight, which is why I’m uber excited. And I have another pervy math teacher story to tell, but perhaps I shall save that for another blog. ;)

feeling so many different things right now...

2005-09-14T19:06:00.000-07:00

So today was an okay day. Until i got on and saw that the fucking fan fics were getting banned. And here i can say whatever i want, without getting banned. So here it goes. *deep breath* Whatthefuckisthisshitaboutiamabouttofuckingbustacapinthatbitchsass nojokeshedwishedshenevermessedwiththiswigger *another deep breath* thisisbullshitandiamsofuckingpissedoffTHESEBITCHESDON'TNOME *gets shot* /end rant :D (for now)

Well we did sprints today for bball. Which wasn't bad at all. :D So it was a pretty good day. :D

And OMG the saddest thing...i was watching a vid in religion about this one boy...his name was Matty something...totally forgot his last name. He died just last year from some deadly disease...and we were watching his Larry King taping from a long time ago. And OMG it was one of the saddest/sweetest thing i have ever seen. That boy had to be the cutest most nicest human being on the planet. *squee* It was so sad...when he talked...you could here his breath in the little machine thing. He couldn't even breath for himself. Yet he was the sweetest little boy i have ever seen. A person asked 'When you dream, do you dream about how you are now (in a wheelchair) or are you walking around, flying, etc.' And Matty....OMFG *totally dies* he says he has a lot of dreams, one of them being he's 'walking with the fellowship of the ring' LOL!! *squee* That was the cutest thing i have ever heard. And yeah, i totally started crying when i was watching it. This boy was just the cutest thing ever. It's such a shame that his life was cut so short, but i'm sure he's in a better place now. *squee* :D

That was weird. I went from cussing to squeeing in a matter of seconds. LOL I'm a tard. :D

hehe it wasn't that bad today!! :D

2005-09-13T19:05:00.000-07:00

First off, YAY!! Alyssa got the Lost DVD!!! w00t! But that means i'll be seeing even less of you. :( What a bonerkill!! (LMAO that's a Bam line *swoons*) I love you! *kisses Alfalfa* *hair sticks up* LMAO over here

So bleachers was totally fine today, and i did so much better. I'm just a weird psycho person who needs a whole day to prepare mentally. LOL Literally, in all my classes i'm just like 'Okay. I'm going to be fine...' The last 15 minutes of my last class, i was seriously praying. LOL So thanks God! For making me do well today!! Haha i don't know what my method was for bleachers...i was praying a lot...was saying the 'Our Father'....LOL then i was thinking of Alyssa...i was seriously like 'She's right here next to me!!' *runs* LOL I'm a tard. *slaps self*

So there's a dance this Friday...i'll only go if there's a possibility for some Jett action, if you know what i mean. *wink* ;) *pees pants* LOL And i'm going to see Everything Is Illuminated with my grandma. *squee* *grabs tissues* I heard its a very touching movie...aww....

sigh Tomorrow won’t be fun.

2005-09-12T20:05:00.000-07:00

Well we’re doing bleachers again tomorrow. :( Damn...and the freshies aren’t doing it with us...so it’s pretty much all the fast people and then me. LOL But I have something they don’t. I have Alyssa. My imaginary friend who’s going to be running them right next to me. LMFAO You’re my inspiration you tard. I love you Alfalfa. *wiggles ears* *hair sticks up*

LMAO today, we watched a kick ass vid in Chem class. It was a corny safety vid. In one segment, one guy spilled chemicals on another guy so they had to use the ‘shower’ to rinse the chemicals off. So picture me watching this and my dirty slashy mind. :crackup: The guy gets in the shower and starts taking off his clothes!!! It shows him taking off his shirt and his pants!!! And the other guy? He’s sitting there WATCHING HIM!!! LMFAO!!! Probably thinking “Oh yeah baby...i want some of that....” *is aroused* LMFAO!! Sure people laughed and stuff...and I know they were thinking about that....but my mind like, totally made that connection the second I saw it. I’m officially the horniest bitch in my class. LOL *is proud*

Teehee....

2005-09-09T21:18:00.000-07:00

Well today was definately interesting...:D We were weight lifting for what seems like FOREVER today. My arms hurt so bad...and what's worse, i think i have scoliosis! Either that or i'm the serious Hunchback of Notre Dame! LMFAO During one of the weight exercises...people were like 'Your shoulder like, pops out...' *eek* So i was looking in the window as i was doing it, and it's true. LOL!! When i lift up my arms, the shoulder of one of them like, pops out! And then my coach was like 'What's wrong with you Jamie?' and i was like 'I DON'T KNOW!' and then he was like 'Did your mom beat you as a child? Did she drop you when you were a baby' LMFAO it was the first time he was actually nice to me...joking around and stuff...:D Could be a good sign. :D

Worst day ever.

2005-09-07T19:13:00.000-07:00

Ugh. I am so fucking exhausted. Dammit!!! Today was the worst day of my life. No joke. I was so happy the night before from watching the Lost DVD...and then today just sucked ass. Because of one thing. Conditioning.

Words cannot explain how terrible those bleachers are. I swear...after the first 5 or so, I couldn’t even make it up them. I would get halfway up and I would have to walk up the rest of them. WTF? I have NEVER been that bad at Bleachers before EVER. And I am not about to make a bunch of excuses on why I was so terrible today. I just...sucked. I wasn’t thinking of any inspirations or anything. I was mentally not there, and that was what killed me.

My assistant coach, Mike, (the big guy who fell on top of me one practice when I dove for the ball) was totally cool about it though. He took me aside and was like ‘What’s wrong?’ and I was so close to crying...i’m just not use to sucking like that. I told him that I was feeling a lot of pressure and I was under so much stress and shit...i feel like my spot on Varsity is in danger and I am feeling extra pressure to keep it...also, I told him that how can I get better? How can I do all this when my fucking coach doesn’t even pay attention to me and acts like I don’t exist? I swear...it’s like he doesn’t even care about me, about everyone. He’s a jackass. I can’t even fucking look at him without feeling so much rage and anger.

I don’t know what to fucking do. I swear...i know I won’t quit, although it’s very tempting...but I just don’t understand why I have to go through all of this shit just to sit on the bench?

Well...i'm alive :D

2005-09-06T18:30:00.000-07:00

Okay...well I just got done with my first day of conditioning. :D And surprisingly, it wasn’t as bad as it could’ve been. Here’s what went down.

First, we got our evaluations. :( Grrr...i’m ranked #9 on the team. WTF? We have 6 seniors...who are probably all ranked before me...Ugh! WTF? He’s like you need to work on blah blah if you want to play more. I showed my mom and she read it and she was like ‘That fucker.’ LOL

So anyway, immediately we head off towards Skyline. Skyline is like, a 3 mile run with 2 steep hills you have to run up. I did really good in that run...i finished in 6th!!! :D I wasn’t even that tired...and I had so much confidence...and when I was running I was thinking of a few things. The first was ‘OMFG the Lost DVD comes out today’ and that made me think of Dom’s sexy face snorting heroin...LMFAO...then I thought of beating this one girl, her name is ‘Cow.’ LOL It’s just a nickname for obvious reasons. ;) Seriously, she’s fucking huge and she’s fast! Like, wtf?! So yeah, that was inspiration #2. Then my inspiration #3 was my darling Alyssa, who I knew if she had the chance would be running right next to me, telling me to pick it up and get my ass up that hill. LMFAO

So yeah, after that run...we got a drink...and then that jackass was like ‘Ok lets go on another run’ WTF?!?! So we’re running and running and I’m keeping up, and then he stops and counts the 9 people who can actually keep up with him, and he’s like ‘Good job guys’ YAY! I was in that group! w00t!! So at the end of that run, I finished 3rd, which was so fucking random. LOL And that was pretty much my day. :D I feel good because while the others were complaining and stuff, I didn’t think I was that bad. It’s all mental. And I finally figured out that yeah, I’m not the fastest person. But when I focus and I try hard, I can make up for that. :D

So tomorrow I think we’re doing bleachers. *eek* Hopefully I don’t eat it again...LMFAO seriously, I ate it as bad as Evie did on the Lost bloopers...LMFAO

Oh yeah and before I forget...my math teacher is really funny but he’s a little...erm...well, I had heard that he flirts with his students....*eek* And I don’t even know him but he always looks at me when he’s lecturing, and he called me up to his desk to show me my grade and he like touched my back....*eek* I was like, WTF? LMFAO

Alyssa=my hero

2005-09-05T17:58:00.000-07:00

So I dunno if everyone knows...but jesus, Alyssa!! We are like, the same person!!! For those of you who might be a little freaked out about what I wrote in Alyssa’s blog, seriously, I’m fine. LOL everything is fine here for now.

Alyssa, I love you and I am so glad that I have met such a wonderful person. I find it so funny yet ironic that Lost brought us together. On the show, it always talks about fate and everything happens for a reason and shit...and to tell you the truth, I never really believed in that. I was like Jack. I used to believe that you make your own destiny, and life was just about being in the right place at the right time. But I can’t go on thinking that. I can’t go on thinking that. How would that be true? Is it just a coincidence that I met you, Lys? I don’t think so. As cheesy as it sounds, it was fate. I know it. How alike we are...its more than just déjà vu. I swear Alyssa...i love you so much. And I wouldn’t be where I am today if it wasn’t for you.

Tuesday...the day my life is over

2005-09-04T12:49:00.000-07:00

So I am scared shitless right now...:( B-ball, aka my hell, starts Tuesday....OMG and that damn asian coach of mine is sure to be at his worst. I’m so nervous...i know I’m going to make the team because I was on the team last year. But I probably won’t get anymore playing time. Again. I worked my ass off this summer for nothing. I hate riding the bench. It’s the worst feeling ever. I pretty much get my ass kicked during practice for no reason, because I don’t even get to play in the games. It just pisses me off. I really have to work extra extra hard this year, if I want to at least be second of the bench or something.

So we’re gonna start running and stuff...the worst is bleachers though. We run to Cal State Fullerton and run up those bleachers. *eek* And let me tell ya, I have had bad experience at that. LMAO I fell one time and I still have the scar. *slaps self* I’m such a tard.

Looking at my comments, I saw Holly commented. How random is that?? I love you Holly! *smooch* LOL

And Alyssa, don’t get down on yourself about the whole parent situation. I am in the same boat you are. When I have the forum up, I pretend I’m writing a note to my friend on Microsoft Word. LMAO if my parents ever caught me on the forum again, they would take away the computer forever. But I’m a sly devil...hopefully that will never happen. *knocks on wood*

School .... sucks ....

2005-09-02T16:04:00.000-07:00

Okay well...school sucks...what else is new?? LOL All my classes are hella hard. :( In my Honors Algebra II class, if anyone drops below a B, our teacher said he would drop that person!! WTF? LOL And then I’m also taking 2 more AP classes...*sigh* And I have Art at 7 in the morning. Because of frickin school, I don’t have time to come on the forums anymore!! And basketball starts on Tuesday!!! :( Damn I hate that asian...i ran 2 days ago after sitting on my ass for a month, and I was surprised I did so well. We were running 3 miles uphill and stuff, aka the dreaded ‘Skyline,’ and I ran the whole thing without stopping. After sitting on my ass for a month!! WTF is that about? LOL That was 2 days ago, and I am still sore. I can’t even walk. LOL Boy, I can’t wait for Tuesday!! *end sarcasm*

So yeah, the only eventful thing that happened was I bitched some girl out. LOL Imagine this girl for a second for me: Blonde, uses the word ‘like’ every other word, etc. I think you have an idea. :D So anyways, my friends and I had our table, but we come back at break and this bitch is sitting at it. My friends are retards and they were afraid to talk to them. I was like ‘WTF is wrong with you people?’ LOL So I walked up to her and her friend and I was like *bitch voice* ‘This is our table, so you need to move’ to which she responds ‘Hello? We aren’t supposed to be ‘territorial’’ to which I yell back at her ‘Get the fuck off my table bitch!!!’ :D :D Muahahaha long story short. They left. LOL I have serious problems. I’m either way nice, or I’m way bitchy. LOL I think my official reputation at my school now is ‘that bitch who plays basketball’ LOL Everyone has something they’re known for...that’s mine. :D

So I checked my phone last night and I had a missed call from Brett. *squee* I still haven’t called him back. *eek* Only because I’m nervous. I think I’ll call him tonight. ;)

Hopefully this isn’t farewell...i’m in deep shit

2005-08-30T20:37:00.000-07:00

Tonight was not so good. :( And OMFG I am crying so hard right now. I don’t wanna leave this forum!! I don’t wanna leave you, Alyssa!!! :( I’m doing all I can so I can stay. My mom found the e-mail I sent to my friend Joanne with my homework answers. She got mad and said she would tell my teacher if I did it again. Then after what it seems like hours of bitching, she says ‘And im taking the computer away too’ and that is when I fucking lost it. I said I was sorry like, a billion times. I’ve never done that before and I sure as hell will think twice about doing it next time. I was screaming and cussing at my mom. I got so mad because she didn’t believe me when I told her that Jo didn’t actually get the e-mail, because she didn’t. I sent it wrong anyway.
So I was just sitting down and thinking. And then I started crying because I was thinking of you Alyssa. I told you I would be right back, and here I am, being threatened with never being allowed to go on the computer again. I couldn’t stand that feeling. How would I feel if you told me you’d be right back and then I end up not talking to you for a week?? So I dunno...this might be my last night on the computer for awhile.....So I just wanna say that I fucking love you Alyssa. You are the reason I’m crying right now. Because I CAN’T just go on not talking to you. I can’t go on without you!!! So I dunno if this is a good-bye for awhile or not...i don’t think it will be...my dad was being nice to me, saying ‘It’s ok...we know you’re sorry’ etc. but I still think they might ground me off the computer just to make a point. So if this is my last time here for awhile, I just wanna say I love all my HBs, Kim, Whit, etc. I love you all. *hugs* And I love you Alyssa. Please, I need you now, Lys. What do I do?

OMFG i LOVE Adlin

2005-08-30T15:06:00.000-07:00

LMAO So i figured i could post it here because no one but my tards are gonna read it anyway (but shhh!! You gotta keep it a secret!) Adlin has a friend who met Dom and got his im...so she's gonna give it to me!!! *dies* OMFG i could never talk to him though...just seeing that he's online would probably be enough for me.....OMFG *dies*

w00t!!

2005-08-30T13:50:00.000-07:00

So this is my first blog entry...Wow how exiting. :D Haha i pretty much only got this for my boo, Alyssa. LOL i always leave messages for her, and i figured she needs to leave me messages!!! LOL i love you tard!!! Enjoy the blog!